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That Piiggy


I am just of the extrovert ones who is always happy go lucky,a girl who had many setbacks in the past relationships,o_0 all along she was very enthusiastic towards her guess bags. She hated 14th of febuary yearly as she envy her surrounding friends as they are in the mid of enjoying each others companionship with thier love ones but not for her as she felt very solitude towards her life.Praying hard everyday to search for her new love. She is willing to be there for all of her friends when they are down and let them confine their sorrows towards her.(^0^).


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I need you
I need you here
I need you now
I need security somehow
I need you
Like you would not believe
You're the only thing I want
Cause you're everything I need

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Monday, March 23, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

Hello peeps i am back!
Been really busy.
Or should i say emotionally unstable.
God is not fair,he is always not giving the best things to me.
Not only i have problems with my relationship,family add on to my burden too.
Becos of that idiotic CHINA STEPmother.She thought everyone must listen to her.
She thought she is master of the house.
PLEASE LA!
My grandma one day never die,don't dream on bringing me down.
You cause me to have less interaction with my dad and others.
No matter what,you can't change the fact that we are blood related.
Enough of tat.
As for my relationship.
I can say,
It's quite rocky,
i am hanging on to it.
Becos i love him.
Yes you guys can say that
i am a control freak or whatsoever.
Main problem lies on his thinking and partly of my jealousy.
Yes i know it is not wrong to add people,
but it has a limit.
If you know you are attached,just stay faithful.
So what knowing more galsssssss on net?
What do you gain?
Maybe their looks appeal to you.
But can you guarantee they can make a good gf?
Second thoughts,if he deliberately delete messages and not owning it up.
Don't you smell something fishy?
I didn't say i dun allow him to know girl,but at least respect me and tell me about it.
I do know guys once in a while.
But i don't delete my msg,i got nothing to hide,
and i dun send misleading messages to them.
I also will tell them i am attached.
Is not i dun trust him.
Last time i give my full trust in him.
In the end...
i found out so many things which i don't wish to elaborate.
Though it was not the first time,
i still decided to forgive him again and again.
Becos i have put in my love,passion,and effort for the past 1year.
I given the best that i can.
Am i not good enough?
Put urself in my shoes.
If your bf now and den keep adding galsss in the net,
exchanging no. , msn .
Chat day and night,night and day.or maybe with diff galss.
Don't tell me you feel nothing.
And he still kept it from you.
Always say never chat never take no.
when you have found out.
Won't you feel heartbroken?
It's the same logic.
So don't pin point that its my fault.
Seriously i can don't care about it.
But i just cant do it.
Maybe i am deeply in love with him.
He might not be handsome or rich,
but its the bonding that keep me.
You can scold me stupid or what what what!
I don't bother.
What bothering me now is,will he come to his senses?
What if he still chose to repeat the mistakes again and again?
Will i choose to close one eyes?
I just hope one day he can treat me better.
A lil actions warms my heart.
Good day everyone!=)



My World My Life

7:18 pm




Friday, March 06, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

Would you guys keep adding unknown people in your
facebook,friendster and whatever shit
when you are attached?
I don't know if i am being oversensitive or what.
I just don't like it.
It feels so hurt.
It's like taking one knife and stab at my heart.
Why are you doing it when obviously you know that it is wrong?
Everytime when we talk about the topic we will quarrel.
I am not in the wrong.
You scolded me being irritated.
But you?
Only know how to blame me.
Why ALL MY FUCKING RELATIONSHIP IS LIKE THIS?



My World My Life

6:57 pm




Tuesday, March 03, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

Maybe i should give in.
Maybe!
But this can't carry on like tat.
You wana play game with me?
Don't regret.
You have step on my tail.
I will bite back ten times more.
Don't try me.
I am not as weak as you think.
You wana hurt me.
THINK TWICE.



My World My Life

7:49 pm