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That Piiggy


I am just of the extrovert ones who is always happy go lucky,a girl who had many setbacks in the past relationships,o_0 all along she was very enthusiastic towards her guess bags. She hated 14th of febuary yearly as she envy her surrounding friends as they are in the mid of enjoying each others companionship with thier love ones but not for her as she felt very solitude towards her life.Praying hard everyday to search for her new love. She is willing to be there for all of her friends when they are down and let them confine their sorrows towards her.(^0^).


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I need you
I need you here
I need you now
I need security somehow
I need you
Like you would not believe
You're the only thing I want
Cause you're everything I need

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Friday, November 30, 2007

My Complicate Life ♥

Went partyworld with them,
the one beside me is my godsister.
We have know each other for more than 10 years
and she is mother of 2 at the age of 18 years old.
Miss the time when we both chat about almost everything during midnight.
If not of her i can't even get my first job at 14 years old.
THANK YOU.loves.She has a very loving hubby who dote her and cares for the babies.
So envy.Whenever guy bully me she will scold the guy upside down,till now..
Shuhui will be a changed person.I miss everyone
Twist!!

At 2am.



Swensen!! Delicious!!And my eye candy

effrey is working that day!
The effect is so cool.

=)


Love me or hate me.


It been taf for me this few day.

I met up with alot of new people.

I thought they are nice people,

but once again kana cheated.

No words can express what i am thinking inside.

I don't want this to happen.

But i am just feeling lonely.

People say handsome guy can't be trusted but yet ugly guy are the worst of all bastard.

They know they are ugly,why can't they make themself better by being a nice person.

It disgust me seeing a commando behave like this.

When i 1st met you..

My thinking was"He might be a nice guy though he might not be very good looking."

BUT..

worst come to the worst.

he turned out to be a liar.

A BIG BASTARD.

In my dictionary..

GUY ARE ALL ASSHOLE WHO ONLY CARES FOR THEMSELF,THEY HAVE NO FEELING

AND TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED.

Enough of guys.

I want to treasure my friends.





My World My Life

8:34 am




Tuesday, November 27, 2007

My Complicate Life ♥

FUCKING GUY.
WHAT ARE YOU TREATING ME AS?
SOMEONE FOR YOU TO PLAY AND DUMP?????
LIE TO ME THAT YOU ARE IN MALAYSIA?
WHAT A GOOD LIAR..
WOW SO YOU ARE A GOOD ACTOR.
WHY ISNT THERE ANY FAN CLUB?
IF YOU WANT TO LIE,DON'T TAKE THIS KIND OF STUPID EXCUSE.
YOU ARE 21 NOT 16.
EVEN IF I AM STUPID I WILL STILL DEFINE WHAT IS TRUTH AND LIE.
CAN YOU STOP STOP STOP EVERYTHING OR NOT.
I JUST WANT YOU TO SETTLE DOWN AND EVEN WANT TO INTRO YOU A JOB YET YOU LIED TO ME.
WHAT IS YOUR DUMB BRAIN BEEN THINKING ALL THIS WHILE?
YOU ARE A GUY NOT GAY OR SISSY.
EVEN GAY ARE BETTER OFF DEN YOU.
AT LEAST THEY KNOW HOW TO LOVE AND CARE FOR PEOPLE.
YOU?
GO CHANGI AND LET PEOPLE POKE YOU LA.
DUNNNOE WHICH EYES OF MINE ATTRACTED TO YOU.
YOU MADE ME HATE YOU TO THE CORE.
YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO APPRECIATE.
NEXT TIME IF I KNOW ANYTHING HAPPEN TO YOU I WILL JUST FUCK CARE YOU.
LET YOU DIE.
I WILL GET YOU A BETTER SHAMPOO WHEN YOU DIE.
AND STOP SHOWING OFF YOUR DICK TO GALS?????
STOP .......
13.2CM ONLY MA.
NOT AS IF IT IS 2OCM.
I AM WARNING YOU.
I AM NOT SOMEONE WHO BELIEVE GUY EASILY.
TILL NOW YOU STILL WANTED TO LIE TO ME.
WHAT'S THE POINT?TELL ME LA.
FUCKING ASS HOLE.
I NOW PRONOUNCE TO THE WHOLE OF SINGAPORE THAT YOU ARE A FUCKING BASTARD WHO ARE JUST SIMPLY MAKING USE OF GALS.
GO AND BE TRANS LA,
ERM I THINK YOU DUN SUIT TO BE ONE TOO.
AT LEAST THEY KNOW WHAT'S LOVE.
I GUESS YOU MIGHT AS WELL BE A LONER AND SLEEP WITH THE PIG IN THE ZOO.
AT LEAST PIG FIGHT FOR THEIR FOOD.UNLIKE YOU.
SEX TO DEATH.
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.
YOU ARE WASTING MY TIME.
OUT YOU GO



My World My Life

6:54 am




Monday, November 26, 2007

My Complicate Life ♥

Hello!
Got nothin to do.
orchard decoration is up.
besties.

beloved sarah.
My cousin gt noth better to do at funeral.
She's very cute lo.
Moshi moshi
So long never met up with her ler.

My life is still very suck.
I hate it.
I don't know when i can't see those beautiful stuff again.
I don't know why all my friend treat me for granted.
I just want them to spend little of their time with me.
Is it very difficult?
I am afraid i can't get to see you all that why i am treasuring the time that i have to ask you guys out.
But who appreciate of what i do?
Do you know how i feel inside?
I have 1000 question to ask god.
Wht are you setting up such a test for me?
WHY?
Why can't you let me live my life like other people?
And dunnoe what is baby eddie thinking.
YOU are 21 years old,not 16.
You have to settle down with a career,
Stop flirting around please.
I close one eyes even though i know you are flirting.
You ask me why am i giving you money?
You ask me why am i so serious in you?
You ask me why am i so worried about you?
You ask me why am i so good to you?
My answer to you is cos i FUCKING CARE.
I fight for the little time to be with you yet you yell at me out of no where.
Can you spare a thought for me?
You know what happen to me den why don't you treasure me?
You can be serious if you want to.
You always tell people what is LOVE.
Den why can't you do it correctly?
Love is not by saying is by action.
But you are none of the above.
I don't blame you cos you are not wealthy,
all you want is to have lots of gf to show off.
But i can tell you by the end of the day when you know what you want you will regret.
You are slacking around nowadays without any income and you are a heavy smoker.
Don't tell me you whole day never eat still can survive.
No matter what you have to settle down in your relationship and career.
Think about it.
I don't know why i do so much things for you.
Give you money cos i am scare as a guy you doesn't have money with you will be very pai seh when you go out with friends.
If you don't want to be pai seh den get your butt off and work.
Though we met not long ago,but the feeling just come.
So i am quite attracted to you not by ur looks or what.
But the way you pat me to sleep and the good night kiss is very sweet.
That's what i want.
Not wealty nor handsome but security.
When i went to you house that time i am speechless as you don't even have a proper shampoo and facial foam.
Why didn't you tell me?
This kind of things i can afford it.
But tie is nearing.
I hope you will sorth out your thinking and not let me worried about you.
We are together not becos we really love each other but the security is there.
Anyway..good day to everyone.










My World My Life

5:06 am




Tuesday, November 20, 2007

My Complicate Life ♥

People from 5Nl 2007..I miss you all damn lots can..
Everyone been thru so much just to take our O level but in your eyes i might not been a good student..
But without me you guy sure miss my LAUGHTER de lo.
Right?
Anyway sorry for dissapointing shili,benjamin,si yuan and miss wong.
I know you guy tried your very best to pursured me go school,sorry.
But i m not like normal 17 yr old gal who have parent to support them,i have to earn for my own.
Hope you all understand me.
Wan qin-Wow..happy belated birthday,glad you still rem me..take care though..

BEST WISHES TO STUDENT FROM GUANGYANG SEC 5N1



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11:58 pm




Monday, November 19, 2007

My Complicate Life ♥

I hope ah gong can hear my prayer,i hope he will bless me wherever he was.

I am suffering this few days..

I don't know who exactly i was..

I don't know when i won't be around..

Can someone predict my future for me?

Can anyone tell me what will happen to me in 4 days time?

What if...something really happen to me?

I am not prepared yet.

The pain that i am suffering,can you even feel it?

No one understand.

Maybe a few ppl know what exactly happen to me.

Bless me.

If i were able to live thru friday it will be a miracle..

If i don't have the chance to..

Den see you guys again.

Ah gong pass away everyone seem so emo.

I know ah ma is crying every night.

Of cos i know how she feel.

Imagine your beloved one was sleeping beside you for over 50 years and suddenly unexpected stuff happened.

No one can take it,my ah gong is a very kind and soft hearted man.

Before i goes to work everyday he will ask"What time are you coming back"

I know he cares,but i didnt show any appreciation and shouted back "At night la"

When i think back..It was too late.

I want people to nag at me also don't have.

If things really go well i hope to go old folk home every month and help those needy people.

My life is bad but at least i can contribute and help others to be happier.

I can't imagine what's life gona be 4 days down the road.

I am very happy to have get in to Giordano company,

i hope i can carry on and do well in this job.

Everyone thought that i am okay from my appearance but i am not happy at all.

How i wish time could turn back..

How i wish everything was not fated..

How i wish i can change my own fate..

If i didn't update after friday den i am gone forever..

Pray for me..

If i wasn't around will you be happier?

I miss zheng xiang..He might have feel lesser stress now,merry christmas to you in advance.

Peeps i treasure the time i have now to spend with you all..

LOVES..

AH GONG,if you really love me you won't put me to dead right?

Wish all my classmate from 5N1 will pass their o level with flying colours.

Sorry guys i didn't manage to make it thru with you all.



My World My Life

4:50 am




Saturday, November 10, 2007

My Complicate Life ♥

Am at funeral with baby sarah.Look very shag due to the hectic timing that i stayed up.
















AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!STUPID BLOGGER GOT PROBLEM.
I feel that i really need love..
Am not kidding.
How i wish to have a family that really love and care for me.
But i do not have a choice.
WHY?
Planning to get married at 18,cos that's my wish.
HAHHAHAHA.
Thanks for people who cares for me.
You guys really made me feel warm.
MUACKIIES...
YONGAN,GARRICK,JUSTIN,PAUL N FIONA.



My World My Life

1:15 am




Thursday, November 08, 2007

My Complicate Life ♥


FUCKING FAMILY I HAD.

FUCKING WANT TO THROW MY STUFF WHEN I AM OUTSIDE YOU WILL BE DOOM.

I SWEAR I WILL MOVE OUT OF THE HOUSE.

FUCKING STEPMOTHER.

WHAT RIGHT HAVE YOU GOT TO BADMOUTH ME IN FRONT OF MY FAMILY.

WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE.

YOU JUST SOME FUCKING BITCH CHINA BAMBOO.

DON'T MAKE ME CURSE YOU.

I KNOW FROM THE DAY OF MY GRANDPA FUNERAL YOU ARE AIMING MY ROOM,I GUESS IT RIGHT.

JUST AFTER 2 DAYS OF FUNERAL YOU TOOK OUT ALL MY CLOTHES AND WANTED TO THROW IT ALL.

DREAM ON BITCH.

YOU FUCKING SLUT PUSSY CHINA WOMAN.

AND YOU INFLUENCE MY FATHER NOT TO ALLOW ME TO SEE MY MUM,I TELL YOU

YOU WILL NEVER DREAM OF THAT DAY COS YOU ARE NOT RELATED TO ME.

I WAS IN HER STOMACH FOR 10 MONTHS AND THE BONDING WILL ALWAYS BE THERE NO MATTER WHAT YOU GONA INFLUENCE MY FATHER.

IN MY EYES YOU ARE JUST SOME FUCKING SLUT WHO BROKE UP MY WONDERFUL FAMILY WHICH I WANTED IT BADLY.

I MISS AH GONG BADLY,

IF HE IS ALIVE HE WOULDN'T LET ANYONE BULLY ME.

NOW HE'S GONE.

EVERYONE USES EVERY SINGLE LITTLE TRICK TO FORCE ME OUT BY THROWING MY STUFF AWAY.

FUCK FUCK FAMILY.

I WILL NEVER GIVE A SINGLE CENTS TO MY FATHER BECOS HE DIDN'T EVEN SHOW
HIS RESPONSIBILITIES AS A FATHER SINCE MY MUMMY LEFT ME AT 3 YEARS OLD.
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME GIVING MY CLOTHES TO MY MUM?
WHAT'S THE PROBLEM WITH YOU GUYS?
FUCKING TELL ME.
I DON'T BEAR TO THROW MY CLOTHES,I RATHER GIVE IT TO MUMMY.
DOES THAT BOTHER YOU FUCKING CHINA BAMBOO.
AND HOW DARE MY FATHER COS OF MY STEPMOTHER SCOLD ME SO BADLY TODAY MORNING.
AND DON'T DRAG MY MUM IN PLEASE.
IF YOU OPEN YOUR MOUTH 1 MORE TIME I AM GONA LEAVE.
TRY ME.
EVEN IF I HAVE NO PLACE TO STAY I WON'T EVEN BEG TO GO BACK.
LUCKILY PEIYING AND PHUI SHAN CAME AND HELP ME PACK MY STUFF AND BRING IT HOME IF NOT I WON'T NOE WHAT'S THE CONSEQUENCES IF I DON'T TURN UP FOR WORK BECOS OF THEM.
THANKS GALS FOR EVERYTHING.
I APPRECIATE IT DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART.
PROMISE TO SAVE UP SO THAT CAN MOVE OUT.
TAKE CARE EVERYONE.



My World My Life

6:27 am




Friday, November 02, 2007

My Complicate Life ♥

God has taken my grandpa away yesterday.

I am speechless,loss and....don't know what i should.

My first time seeing a dead body in front of me.

He was cold.

Body turned to yellowish and his face turned black.

But he left us peacefully,sleep to death.

Everyone in the family misses him even though of his bad tempered.

Everyone blame me for causing his death as i should open his door room and check on him before i left home for work but i didnt.

Sorry grandpa,i noe u are struggling very hard.

You left us without leaving ur last word.

Please bless our whole family when you reach the far away land.

It is indeed my fault for causing your death,



My World My Life

12:32 pm