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♥ Wednesday, January 31, 2007

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Finally got time to blog,been working for the past few days.I am free on weekend.DATE MIIE OUT,damn bored la.All my friend didnt bother to ask miie out anymore ler,dunnoe why.Valentimes day is just 13 days away,i shall lock myself up in the room on tat particular day.Reason being is very simple,I AM SINGLE.!!Going for suntann tml with peiying.I NEED new year clothes.BENJI LETS GO SHOP?I miss clubbing life too,i still have to wait for 10 whole mths.kuku la.I feel so lonely nowadays.S eriously i haven get over everything yet,my heart is still in pain.A big thanks to lorraine,she have been quite caring recently.dunnoe why.haha!!Gal dun forget ur resolution for the year.TALK LESS!!gary where r u?nv call miie out oso,eeww!Valentino,we shall hang out on valentimes day since u dun have date too.WEIHAO,seriously i miss ur crap and hanging out with u!!!!Everything is so different now!!!!!!!

SHATTEREDSHUHUI
12.49am

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8:38 am

♥ Sunday, January 28, 2007

My Complicate Life ♥

at vivo>_<

SHUHUI AND THE FAKE JAPANESE!!

MR BUSY DENNIS!!

I have been busying working for the past few days,wanted to mit up with weihao and company for movie but he didnt turn up to watch with mie.He went to club with the rest left miie with sad valentino at TCC!!The most boring sat tat i ever gone thru,and to the bo liao ppl who tag miie using other ppl name pls stop ur act b4 i take action.UR IP IS 58.185.244.26!!!I dun care wat u tag about miie but dun use my fren name,but thanks for visiting and tag miie.PHEW!!U r damn childish,wana scold mie oso dun dare to put ur name there,aiyo.Anw i wun be bothered by it.Everynite i will still continue to msg u gd nite cos i still care,i feel sad for u as all the ppl is being so sarcastic to u,dun take it to heart.I do hope miracles will happen,i still wish to love u though everyone thinks tat u r nt the right guy for miie.
I cant catch up with my school work ler,die die!I MISS JIAWEI AND COMPANY.Working at sheraton was very tiring but was very fun,i m taking up 2 jobs nw.HAIZ!

SHATTEREDSHUHUI
12.42AM

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8:25 am

♥ Wednesday, January 24, 2007

My Complicate Life ♥

JUST some random pics during new year celebration at SJPH!!

Recently haven been busy with school work n work,i need some free time!!i cant cope it anymore.I had a dream today,it was very sweet but it doesnt have a happy ending.
Tis is how the story begin,On one rainy nite when i was walking along at some wu lu market place i saw RICKY.He was walking toward miie and asked miie 1 question"WHY DO U WANT TO TREAT MIIE SO GOOD"MY REPLIED WAS"I WANT U TO FEEL MY LOVE FOR U AND I DONE SO MANY THINGS FOR U COS I LOVE U ALOT ALOT"i bet that the best answer i can replied.After tat he hold my hand and said"WHY DO U WANT TO BE SO SILLY?I HAVE FALLEN FOR U"i m speechless and without any hesitation he hug miie tight in his warmth shoulder.I CRIED and the happiness which i gotten was the mos happiest moment in my relationship life.Hand in hand we walked to a coffeeshop with his parents and he happily introduce miie to his parents.I CAN SAY I M VERY FORTURNATE COS I HAVE GOTTEN THE GUY TAT I LOVE.arhahaahah!!=)cheeky smile!We feed each other with food and happily kissing in front of his parents,after a while he kneel down and ask miie"WILL YOU MARRY MIIE"OH MY GOD.OF course my answer was YES,and the most ridiculous things was we saw mani buildings collaspe and he pull my hand and run to a corner and.........I WOKE UP FROM MY DREAM AND DIDNT MANAGE TO GO TO SCHOOL.Afterall it was just a dream,the fact is i still cant forget him and still hoping for a miracles=).MIRACLES do happen,it is just matter of times.We will see how fate bring us to.MY birthday is getting nearer and nearer,but no programme yet.
LONELY BIRTHDAY!
LONELY VALENTIME!
ANW hope those who are single can find ur loves 1 and celebrate with them,for those who are attached treasure them and show them u really appreciate them.
SPECIALLY DEDICATED TO ZACH!
nAHX,darling tis is for u.MY special thanks to u=)..HAPPY?anw,thanks for being there and see miie cry,i know u must have ben worrying bout miie cos u r alway the 1 tat is crying when i was there and nw is my turn.haha.THANKS*MUACK*!!!!HAPPY EARLY VALENTIMES!^_^LOVE!!!!!!!!!!
AS for others i will write a whole page of appreciaiton notes to u guys alrite?
Everynite i would hide under my blanket and cry,cry b cos i m afraid to lose my grandma who is lying at bangkok hospital and i cant be there 4 her,she is my dearest grandma,nth can happen to her.Another thing was i still cant forget how he rejected miie.HAIZ!!MY life was super complicated!BUT i appreciate those who r alway there esp WEIHAO.tc.shuhui is turning in.

shatteredshuhui
12.07AM

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7:24 am

♥ Sunday, January 21, 2007

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OOOOJJJJ!!!!

I HAD FUN!!!!!!

>_<

I m very tired and stress,if u fold for the person 999 hearts and he gave it back to you without saying a single things.WAT WILL YOU DO?My reaction was shocked,hearbroken and cried like hell.Why do you want to lie to me?why?When u sent miie "my gf dun allow miie to watch movie with u" straight away come to my mind is u fuck off.When do u have a gf?u didnt even mention it.I really cant take it,my heart shattered.I just felt like crying the whole day,get drunk and forget everthing.But it worsen,indeed you didnt even bother to take a look at miie and ask hw am i feeling.BEcause of u,i m super afraid to fall in love again.RICKY IS A JERK.Out of my unexpectation u r together with a drag.wow tat was very cool,congratulation!!U have become a SUPER STRAIGHT GAY.haa.U FOUND URSELF SOMEONE WHO got FAKE BREAST AND GT KUKU.heez.A REAL big joke of the day,i m nt criticizing just very angry tat i lost to a "nan bu nan nu bu nu",cant accept the fact.I didnt want our friendship to end so fast,honestly speaking u r nt a bad guy.But u chose tis path,i bet ur mum must be very sad n worried tat u become a STRAIGHT GAY.I know is one sided love but i dun expect anything in return,i just hope whenever u nid miie i will be there.ANW,i shall THANKS THOSE who r by my side yst.GARY,JARYL,KERO,ALAN,FERNANDO,BENJI,YEOYANG,WILSON,
WEIJIE AND LAST BUT NT LEAST WEIHAO.I know i neglected u guys when i m in love with ricky,my apologies.I still love u guys.U guys still RWAKS MY WORLD,RELATIONSHIP SUX.I Hate it.I m still hurt so when u c miie smile doesnt mean i m ok.It just a smile to wipe thru all the saddness.I just dun wan u guys to worried about miie.THANKS weijie for crying with miie,it is the 1st time my fren cried with miie when i m damn sad.THANKS WEIHAO FOR BEING THERE AND TOK SENSE WITH MIIE.I really wish to find a hole and hide in it.SORROWFUL NITE.I M HURT HURT HURT HURT!!gary thanks for the care and concern,i know u r worried though we dont hang out tat often,i do still think of u.THANKS EVERYONE.I need time to cool down.TAKE CARE.FRIENDS WILL BE THE MOST IMPORTANT IN MY LIFE!!AND to RICKY,happily fucking with her..erm or shall i say him.I miss jiawei voice,uuuuhummm.WE shall party soon.ok guys?

SHATTEREDSHUHUI
12.29AM

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7:30 am

♥ Monday, January 15, 2007

My Complicate Life ♥

If guy ever receive 999 handmade heart wat will they react?
Will they be touched?or don bother at it?
Dump it into the bin?That day i have waited for u more than 8 hours but i am contented cos at least i can see the happy smile on ur face when u received my presents.But i m trying hard to make u feel tat in this world there are people who love and cares for u.What u r going thru now is very stressful,but remember i will be there for u when u need miie.I am willing to be there to lighten your burden.HOpefully u wont get heavy punishment in camp,i m praying hard for u so tat u can come out in weekend.If not u will not get to work and support ur family.I hope by the end of the day u will appreciate the things tat i have done for u.I am not like other gal who will hurt u,in fact i will give all tat i can,make u happy.
LOVE YOU!!>_<..cheers!!I have not been sleeping well tis few days cause i am busy folding straw heart so tat i can give it to u when u come out from camp,each day sleep about 4 to 5 hours.No matter worth it or not at least i knoe i tried my best.I am very sick,headache and cough non stop in the nite time.I am doing all this for u,just u.I just hope u well,i miss clubbing.Just one more year,i will be legal.I must heavoc there.WEIHAO,JIAWEI,JARROD,ERIC,BENJI,STRIDER,GARY,FYEDEE and many more!wait for miie.we shall get high n drunk!!

sweetsweetlove
shuhui:10.47AM

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6:05 pm

♥ Sunday, January 14, 2007

My Complicate Life ♥

1 more months to valentimes day,the day which i hope it is not in my calendar.
WILL I BE LONELY TIS VALENTIMES DAY?
WILL I GET REJECTED BY YOU?
WILL YOU BE THE ONE THAT SAY "I LOVE YOU"?
ah bish*****SHUHUI is day dreaming again.I guess i watch too many drama show ler,there are such things as when u love the person the person will nv love you.So i think i gona give up sooner or later.
THe love for him just developed naturally and fast,he is the second guy tat i gona woo.
Everyday when i wake up,i will say"JIAYOU SHUHUI U CAN DO IT,I CAN WIN HIS HEART BY MY ACTION"
Mentally stress.WAITED for him like crazy,pass him the gifts and i saw the smile on his face.I m very happy oso.YEA!!!i can do it!!

sweetsweetlove
shuhui:11.51pm

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7:07 am

♥ Wednesday, January 10, 2007

My Complicate Life ♥

ONce again,blog war!!!haiz.Never ending,why cant everyone just be neutral n live life to the fullest?haizyo.Anyway i m blogging in sch nw.haa,cos it art lesson.ART lesson=SLACKING lesson!!

sweetsweetlove
shuhui:2.49PM

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8:33 pm

♥ Tuesday, January 09, 2007

My Complicate Life ♥

ktving!!!!

LALALALALALA!!!!

FRIENDS are my everything,yea!!Without them there will never be miie,i love them to bits.THANKS GUYS!!I love saint james power house,it was so fun n i really enjoyed.A big thank you to those who r there with miie.I appreciated.10 more months to O level.WILL I GET A GOOD RESULTS?SO scare n tense about my future!

sweetsweetlove
shuhui:6.42PM

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2:29 am

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My Complicate Life ♥

F*****G father.Since 13 year old u didnt give miie any allowance,spent my time working unlike other 16 years old typical teenager.Whenever my father call miie he would shout at miie,threaten miie n say"Later i cancel ur PR n send u back to thailand."What wrong with miie going to visit my mum.I HAVE MY FREEDOM,I LOVE MY FRIENDS more den my FAMILY.wat wrong with miie going out with my friends?tell miie u freaking irresponsible father.I HATE U,i really had a freaking hard time earning my own allowance.WHEN i turn 18 i gonna move out n u will never see miie again.F****** CHINA stepmother,dunnoe wat medicine u gave my father.HE listen to ur every instructions,after u married to my father he was so nasty towards
miie.

sweetsweetlove
shuhui:6.46PM

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2:14 am

♥ Thursday, January 04, 2007

My Complicate Life ♥

Returning back to school was great,but was still thinking not to take "O" level cos i can feel the stress right now ler.*bleah*HOW HOW??I miss all the fun that we had,arghhh...hey guys we will hang out again soon ya??!!take care

sweetsweetlove
shuhui:5.32PM

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1:25 am

♥ Monday, January 01, 2007

My Complicate Life ♥

Sometimes words might seems harmless to people but to miie i m quite hurt,
BURDEN.i guess i m 1.is okie.happy NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

sweetsweetlove
shuhui:6.03AM

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