Hello peeps i am back!
Been really busy.
Or should i say emotionally unstable.
God is not fair,he is always not giving the best things to me.
Not only i have problems with my relationship,family add on to my burden too.
Becos of that idiotic CHINA STEPmother.She thought everyone must listen to her.
She thought she is master of the house.
PLEASE LA!
My grandma one day never die,don't dream on bringing me down.
You cause me to have less interaction with my dad and others.
No matter what,you can't change the fact that we are blood related.
Enough of tat.
As for my relationship.
I can say,
It's quite rocky,
i am hanging on to it.
Becos i love him.
Yes you guys can say that
i am a control freak or whatsoever.
Main problem lies on his thinking and partly of my jealousy.
Yes i know it is not wrong to add people,
but it has a limit.
If you know you are attached,just stay faithful.
So what knowing more galsssssss on net?
What do you gain?
Maybe their looks appeal to you.
But can you guarantee they can make a good gf?
Second thoughts,if he deliberately delete messages and not owning it up.
Don't you smell something fishy?
I didn't say i dun allow him to know girl,but at least respect me and tell me about it.
I do know guys once in a while.
But i don't delete my msg,i got nothing to hide,
and i dun send misleading messages to them.
I also will tell them i am attached.
Is not i dun trust him.
Last time i give my full trust in him.
In the end...
i found out so many things which i don't wish to elaborate.
Though it was not the first time,
i still decided to forgive him again and again.
Becos i have put in my love,passion,and effort for the past 1year.
I given the best that i can.
Am i not good enough?
Put urself in my shoes.
If your bf now and den keep adding galsss in the net,
exchanging no. , msn .
Chat day and night,night and day.or maybe with diff galss.
Don't tell me you feel nothing.
And he still kept it from you.
Always say never chat never take no.
when you have found out.
Won't you feel heartbroken?
It's the same logic.
So don't pin point that its my fault.
Seriously i can don't care about it.
But i just cant do it.
Maybe i am deeply in love with him.
He might not be handsome or rich,
but its the bonding that keep me.
You can scold me stupid or what what what!
I don't bother.
What bothering me now is,will he come to his senses?
What if he still chose to repeat the mistakes again and again?
Will i choose to close one eyes?
I just hope one day he can treat me better.
A lil actions warms my heart.
Good day everyone!=)