Been quite emo this few days.
My grandma suddenly asked me
"Why ah gong no illness yet he suddenly will die?
i feel very lonely every night because ah gong have been sleeping with me for the past
55 years and now he's gone........"
i didn't reply her and tears rolling down my cheeks.
They are really lovely couple,they hold each other hand whenever they go,
they tease each other and they care for each other alot.
I remember when my grandma return late at night,
ah gong will go down at the carpark and wait for ah ma no matter how late it was.
He scare at night got robbery.
Which couple can be so loving even till old?
i doubt.
I know i have not been a good granddaughter,i am sorry ah gong.
If time could turn back i wish that i won't choose this wrong path that lead me to such a state that i am in now.
I regreted.
But still i need to hang on for the sake of being an outstanding career women.
My grandma is fighting real hard to hang on because she know if she were to leave me
i will get bullied.
Thanks ah ma,i really realise you and ah gong really dote on me just that i do not know how to appreciate.
And i know grandma cried every day secretly,i just kept quiet because i really do not know how to comfort her.
The incident just happen too fast,it's like thunder strike.
To baby:
Please don't get in fight with others,
for the sake of me.
We still have a long path ahead of us to walk together.
You cant possibly leaving me behind alone right?
I hope what you promise me you must fulfill it okay?
Don't make me go crazy again.
