I post this pic before but i still wana post again.
I miss them all!!Zach and me!!

We used to be very close and when he is sad i will feel sad too,

don't know how have he been ler.

It been long since i met him,hopefully he found the love that treats him well!

Wish you all the best.And take good care of yourself when in club.

Zane(Zhi yang)

Is he cute?wahahhahaha!!

I think he is attractive in his own style!


Today have done some thought in my mind,
Why do i live to suffer?
why do i live to be sad?
why do god gave me all this test?
can i die now?
no one noe what i am feeling now cos it is hard to understand me
cos i don't really express myself in front of my friend.
Sometimes when they ask am i fine,i will just reply ya cos they are not in my shoes.
I noe they care..
But who is the sincere one?
Can anyone bring joy to me?
Don't know where my ah gong have gone to?
Can he hear me?
I wanted to tell you everything but...
you have walk away without me..
AH GONG,YOU ARE THE BEST.
I LOVE YOU!
Everyone in the family is giving me stress,
i can't cope it anymore..
I am a human who only have 24 hours a day,
have to cope with so many stuffs everyday.
I am there for everyone who needs me.
But who is there for me????
WHO??
WHO??
People say friend are always there..
But ..
it is not true!
I have lost hope in everything..
RELATIONSHIP,FRIENDSHIP AND EVEN MY PURPOSE OF LIVING.
Sometimes i am thinking if i am diagnose with depression or not.
Whenever i walk pass this particular guy,my heart beats seems to beat very fast.
Is this what you said as LOVE?
haha..i am dreaming..
Guy wouldn't fall for fat gal like me,if they do..
They must have a motive.
DISSAPOINTED...