I am feeling like a fool being fool around.
You don't put yourself in my shoes.
You alway think that figure is something to be show off.
But have you ever think that even if the gal has figure but she don't love you wholeheartedly den you just want her as object to show off and not someone who really love you.
You are the first fucking guy whom i wana slim down for cos you said figure is the barrier btw us.
Today is the 6th day i eat soup with vegetable ler,do you noe i am not feeling very well?
For you....
I have done so much..
But ...............
WHAT KIND OF TREATMENT ARE YOU GIVING ME?
AM I REALLY SO UNSINCERE?
Everyone ask me to give up,but i didnt.
Cos i know i love you from my heart.
No matter what you did to me,i have always forgive n forget.
But this time round you have gone overboard.
What game are you trying to play with me?
You know every single day i ate like only two meal,after 2pm i am not allow to eat?
First meal two bread with plain water..
Before 2pm have to eat soup kind of food,i alway eat like one quarter.
I have done sooooooooo muchhhhhhhhh..JUST FOR YOU!
Cos you blame me for not having a very nice figure so i am trying to slim down just to be wit you,den what you want me to do now???????
Why you suddenly MIA?
I don't know what is hurt now cos is numb...
as cold as ice...
I am sorry that if i have made you lose face in front of your friend,cos i am not pretty and dun have figure.
You said you will wait..
I really hope you will..
But i am just confuse of what you are saying and doing..
You said that you have feeling for me,don't you?
I save every msg..
What i really need is rest.
I have enough of everything.
Wake up at 5am everyday to go school..
After school go work..
I only got 4 hours of sleep on average.
And i don't think i can hang on for long..
I am a human...
I have a heart..
But......
My heart is being shattered times and again..
Will it heal?
Can anyone tell me..
why is it looks and figure is so impt?
I WANA DRINK TO DEATH..
Even an an also don't even bother much bout me..
Everyone is busy with their own stuff..
