♥ My Complicated Life

♥ Thursday, January 31, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

Let me make this clear.
Everything is not a trap for yongan,is you guys too creative to even think of such lame crap.
Make it simple,SOMEONE is uttering shit in between.
Come on la,how old already still so childish?
I admit i am fat,is that your problem?I believe in KARMA.
Next time your child/boyfriend/girlfriend is fatter den the HOT AIR BALLON.
Don't be too happy at the moment ya?This is not the right way to insult me in MY BLOG.
You have no rights to insult me NOR tag in my tag board cos you wasn't that perfect afterall.
Oh i forgot you might be A gay..So bear with the KARMA that you are going to get ok?CHEERS*_*..
To this passerby.Stop acting like a 15 years old kids la hor,do you have a mirror at home?
If don't have maybe i should buy and present to you during your birthday..
Well,you will have to look in the mirror and say"WA i see ghost"
Cos a normal human do not insult what god had made us for who we are
And i warn you...DON'T EVER DRAG A DEAD PERSON OUT WHEN YOU ARE INSULTING PEOPLE.
It won't do you any good,cos one day down the road you will find your ah gong also lying inside the coffin.OOPss!!
And why can't you respect a dead person?Your mother nv teach you ah?Den i think you have P brain.
Sorry i think not too soon you will have to reserved a coffin that can fit you in.And you have to order a super XXXXXXLLLLLL coffin for your partner ok?cos i scare later your partner die den got no place to sleep.
May my grandpa follow you wherever you go to make you suay suay suay!!May he sleep with you and give you a big HUG!I think you got no human rights,my ah gong have died and you are dragging him out to the picture?
Please la hor..you will have the chance too.KARMA KARMA KARMA KARMA!
MIND YOUR SENTENCE THAT YOU ARE TYPING IN MY TAGBOARD.
You are afraid that you don't have the chance to sleep in the coffin is it?Don't worry too much ok?
And to fiona>Please stop all this...In the 1st place i did not plastic to you cos i don't plastic people,do you really noe how to define what is real and plastic or noT?If NO better shut up.When you said "HI" i did replied you...
I hate all this crap,i work everyday and don't know which idiotic mouth so big until a human body also can fit go round telling people i hate you.
THE FACT IS i didn't dislike you in the 1st place,is just the actions of yours made me disgusted.
When you had such a nice bf all you think was letting him wear green cap behind him.
I know you have been hurt bt can you empatise others who have been hurt by you when he is showering you with love and care and you didn't appreciate it.
Oh and when you are talking about me can you take a mirror and reflect on yourself first?
And i have never said that youwant to replace my place to be with AJS.
I am wondering are you really a girl or not.Oooops!!
Don't put words in my mouth alright babe.
Think before you speak,i have got no time to gossip you anyway.
You think i so free until everyday like you meh?
Go round flirting,if i am desperate what are you?Even worst right.
THE POT IS CALLING THE KETTLE BLACK.
If i am desperate..why do i have to work?
I might as well work in geylang right?
But i didn't..So i guess the one that is horny horny now is you la.
OOppss sorry babe,i have captured of what you are thinking.
Oh yes passer by 1 2 3 4..
Thank you for spending the moment to tag at http://www.iamtoohottohandle.blogspot.com/
I am glad you came.So my viewer rate is higher.
Thanks ya..
Should i specially put red carpet and invite you to casket company or the pre ordering?
Oh well.If my face were to crack,be careful of your pussy ok?
It might urst anytime anyday.REMEMBER TO CALL 995.
I can live on my life without guy,at least my time are spent wisely now.
Stop saying something when you don't even have evidence.

To yongan>I didn't noe that i am so priceless and worthless in your eyes,
you break my heart for everything you have done.I don't blame you,becos i treat you as my precious friend.
But i guess.........
Your answer is clear that i don't mean anything..
You even dare to say i set trap.
OH PLEASE.I have barely 4 hours of sleep everyday,do you think i am so free?
You noe me well enough..
I don't wear plastic..if i don't like that person,i won't even talk to the person.
I said this many times.
DON'T MAKE ME BREAK DOWN WILL YOU?
All your mind is thinking.....of ur precious..i am not even in any edges or corner in your heart.
Thanks you for the time that we spend together as frinds.
I won't interrupt into your life cos you don't even care for me.
If i have hurt fiona,all of you HURT ME!is the same logic boy.WAKE UP TO YOUR SENSE.
OF COS I HAVE CHEEBYE LA.
Don't have how to pee?You mean she don't have one?Oh..so sorry.
Mouth is created for a purpose,but you use it for the wrong purpose.
And mind you.Look at what is happening?
Please go to the nearest library and read up for the definition of plastic and non-plastic ok?
You need me to bring you there?

♥ My World My Life

7:55 am

♥ Tuesday, January 29, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

Zhiyang and keong.

They are my idol.

Keong is fun loving and mr nice guy while ziyang is cool type of guy.

Grab them before they are unavailable.

I am pretty upset today,my tears drop while typing msg to a friend whom i really treasure alot.

But he betrayed me for the one that he treasured as a friend.

My emotional is unstable since allan said that he gt other gal in mind and now you gave me this kind of blow.

Do you noe i really really don't believe that you will betrayed me?

Who is there for you when you are down?

Have you ever ask yourself this question?

If a friend is good to you den you neglect the friend too much cos of the so called besties that you alway meet out,do you think the friend won't be sad?

I don't know what i should do to make you feel that you are not alone.

I am just a call away.but did you make the effort to call me or sms to see if i have die already?

I work everyday..Did you ask me if i can cope it well?

Did you?

I understand that you have your own problems too but can you like try to understand me?

I am physically and emotionally down down down down!!!

Do you know i feel sad whenever you feel sad too?

I feel this way is becos..

I FUCKING CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And one things to make it clear,i don't put on plastic when toking to ppl.

If i don't like the person i won't even talk to the person.

♥ My World My Life

8:43 am

♥ Sunday, January 27, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

My dearest girl came to look for me when i am working,so sweet of her.

Actually i haven't been going out with friends for quite long ler,i miss those time.

But nowadays not many ppl ask me go out also.

So i will mug hard for my studies and work.

Everyday i am like repeating the same routine.

I brought this upon myself,i am to blame myself but no one.

I am so sad when i see my friend bf fetching her off work everday,they are so loving.

Why only pretty girls are falling in love?

Why is god so unfair?

People ask me this question"Why do you want to work everyday?"

My answer was "Because when i stop i will think about my suckie life and i am not attached so i will take up this time to earn money"

But i really hope i will be appreciated by someone.

Guys i noe nowadays either attached or FLIRT!

Seriously i hate guys who flirt,they are asshole.

I don't know why my post are so emo,but the feeling just ....

always stuck in my heart..

Bleeding heart..

I am not happy,i am not the shuhui i used to be.

I want to be a slim girl which guy won't despise.

♥ My World My Life

9:10 am

♥ Wednesday, January 23, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

I post this pic before but i still wana post again.
I miss them all!!

Zach and me!!

We used to be very close and when he is sad i will feel sad too,

don't know how have he been ler.

It been long since i met him,hopefully he found the love that treats him well!

Wish you all the best.And take good care of yourself when in club.

Zane(Zhi yang)

Is he cute?wahahhahaha!!

I think he is attractive in his own style!

Today have done some thought in my mind,
Why do i live to suffer?
why do i live to be sad?
why do god gave me all this test?
can i die now?
no one noe what i am feeling now cos it is hard to understand me
cos i don't really express myself in front of my friend.
Sometimes when they ask am i fine,i will just reply ya cos they are not in my shoes.
I noe they care..
But who is the sincere one?
Can anyone bring joy to me?
Don't know where my ah gong have gone to?
Can he hear me?
I wanted to tell you everything but...
you have walk away without me..
AH GONG,YOU ARE THE BEST.
I LOVE YOU!
Everyone in the family is giving me stress,
i can't cope it anymore..
I am a human who only have 24 hours a day,
have to cope with so many stuffs everyday.
I am there for everyone who needs me.
But who is there for me????
WHO??
WHO??
People say friend are always there..
But ..
it is not true!
I have lost hope in everything..
RELATIONSHIP,FRIENDSHIP AND EVEN MY PURPOSE OF LIVING.
Sometimes i am thinking if i am diagnose with depression or not.
Whenever i walk pass this particular guy,my heart beats seems to beat very fast.
Is this what you said as LOVE?
haha..i am dreaming..
Guy wouldn't fall for fat gal like me,if they do..
They must have a motive.
DISSAPOINTED...

♥ My World My Life

8:07 am

♥ Tuesday, January 22, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

FUCKING CHINA GUY!!!!!

I CURSE YOU WHEREVER YOU ARE!!

YOU CLAIM THAT YOU GAVE ME 50 BUCKS WHEN I

DIDNT EVEN RECEIVED IT FROM YOU!

Things happned to day afternoon at 4.43pm at cine

level 2 button shop.

When i was serving customer half way there was this

FUCKING CHINA MAN

came and he was looking at BRASTRAPS!

He said that he wanted to get it for his wife.

So it was two for 5 bucks.I went to my cash register

there and key 5 bucks and he hand in 50 bucks to me,

after which he hurriedly asked me to return him the

money cos he got exact change.

The customer that was standing behind him kept on

asking me question and when i settled with that

customer i attend to him.

He said "Where is my 40 bucks change,i just gave the

5o bucks to you."

My reaction was huh!!

And without double check my total cash i stupidly gave

the 4o bucks to him.

When i think back..

There must be something wrong somewhere,

cos i asked him if he want a bag to put the brastaps den

he say never mind he can carry in his hand.

I went to check my cash.
What i suspect was really true!

My heart was in great pain..
My pay was only 4.50 and i worked 10 hours today,

i have to make up to the shortage to make it balance.
That means i have not work for one day.

FUCK HIM!

FUCKING DON'T LET ME SEE HIM IF NOT I WILL

CUT AWAY HIS DICK,

KICK HIS ASS UNTIL HE CAN'T SHIT!

CURSE HIM KANA BANG BY CAR AND PARALYSED

AND BECOME VEGETABLE HIS WHOLE LIFE!

HE MADE ME DESPISE HIS FELLOW COUNTRY

MATE MORE!WHERE IS HIS DIGNITY?

GO BACK TO YOUR CHINA AND BE A DOG.

YOU ARE WORST THAN A DOG,AT LEAST the dog

DOESN'T CHEAT ON PPL!!

YOU THROW YOUR OWN FACE AND THROW UR

COUNTRY FACE!!!!!

CURSE YOU IF YOU ARE EATING..CHOKED BY THE

FOOD!

CURSE YOU IF YOU ARE HAVING SEX,

GET AIDS AND YOUR CORK BECOME USELESS AND

BE A TAI JIAN!!

CURSE YOU IF YOU HAVE A KID,MAKE SURE THE

KID CHEAT ON YOU.

CURSE YOU IF YOU ARE SHOPPING ELSEWHERE,

MAKE SURE THE SALESPERSON CHARGE YOU

DOUBLE.!!!!!!!

I REALLY NEVER SEEN SUCH A LOW CLASS BLOODY

FUCKER CHINA MAN!!

YOU ARE NOT A MAN!!AH GUA LA!!!!!!!!!

YOU WILL LEAVE IN THE GUILT UR WHOLE LIFE!!!!

MY IMPRESSION TOWARDS CHINA PPL ARE NOT

THAT GOOD LER BUT NOW..

EVEN WORST!!!!!!!!!

I DESPISE AND HATE THEM TO

THE CORE!!THEY NEVER BEEN WELL EDUCATED!

MY STEPMOTHER EVEN TOLD MY GRANDMA THAT

I AM NOT BEEN TAUGHT THE RIGHT WAY!

OH PLEASE!!!!!..

YOU FUCKING BITCH,LOOK IN THE MIRROR!!

YOU THINK YOUR SON STUDY IN UNIVERSITY IN

CHINA VERY BIG DEAL AH??

ASK HIM COME SINGAPORE UNIVERSITY LA.

THE STANDARD OVER THERE AND HERE IS VERY

HUGE GAP!!!

SO PLEASE DON'T MAKE COMPARISON!!

YOU THINK YOU ARE THE BEST LA.

SO WHAT?YOU SPEAK WITHOUT EVEN THINKING.

DON'T KNOW WHY MY FATHER WANT YOU!

I THINK HE FORGOT TO WEAR HIS SPECT LONG

TIME BACK!

YOU GOT NO MANNER AT ALL.

USING YOUR LEG TO KICK ME??

IS THAT WHAT YOUR MUMMY TEACH YOU?

In thailand if you do that i guess you already been

beaten to death.

It was very rude to use leg and kick people!

one phrase for MIC!!!!!!

TURN OFF!!!YUCKS!

♥ My World My Life

7:38 am

♥ Monday, January 21, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

This is not a normal tees.

It does have meaning for designing this tees.

I am quite shocked when i came to know about some incident.

But i guess not many ppl notice this tees.Why is it call copy cat?

Look at it carefully,what does it trying to tell people

Oh my god..they are sizzling hot hot hot hot!!!!

And....too hot to handle.

WOW!!Girl will go gaga over them and guy will go Yea yea!

I know what i want in life,i want to achieve the goal that i set for myself..

I want to do it..

No matter what i will stay strong and not let those who look down on me happy.

My determination is strong,strong enough to bring allan down.

Believe me..one day down the road i am going to make you respect me.

♥ My World My Life

7:29 am

♥ Friday, January 18, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

Been very busy with work and school.
Now i find that actually Ite is not a bad choice,it is really easy making enemy den friends there.
But still i manage to have a few good friends.
Everyone joke every lesson,it was not bored at all.
Even the teacher joke with us too.
Have not been having off day for the past 1 week.
I think i am going to die soon,does anyone know how tired it was?
If i got an off day i will make sure i sleep the whole day.
Tml will be working at far east level 1.
Why god gave me this kind of figure?
I don't want it..
It is really unforgettable when someone said i fat.
I will keep thinking of the scene.
I really want to have a nice figure..
So that i don't have to being look down by ppl..
Valentimes day is round the corner..But i am single..
So it will be another boring year for me..
Why can't i have the figure???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
i am really stress by this.............
Everyday looking at gals that have figure make my confident drop.

♥ My World My Life

9:42 am

♥ Monday, January 14, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

Seriously i am not used to my life in simei ite,it's totally different from secondary school.
I still miss my 5N1 classmates..
I miss the time when we do everything as a class together,we laugh,we joke..
AND we bully teacher..haha!!
Now..the school is so far and there isn't anyone i knew in class.
The course wasn't the course that i really wana take up but still i will endure till the end and get a cert.
My life is not going smooth,i am tired.
Tired of everything..
But..how long can i endure?..
I need a pair of listening ears..
I don't know which friend of mine treat me geniunely..
Sometimes i ponder..why am i born to suffer?
Seeing my classmates so happy yet i am the odd one out that always never talk alot in class cos i am really tired..
Imagine 4 hours of sleep..the other 20 hours my body are working..
I MISS MY LIFE IN SECONDARY SCHOOL...!!!!
If i was given another chance..i will really do well..
My mind is thinking of what allan comment about me..
"NO FIGURE,figure is everything"
Is he making use of me?
But if he do..why does he treat me so good?
Even came to fetch me off work??..
Den now he said he has someone in mind ler.
I wanted to be like other student..
I wanted to join alot of cca but i got no time,not even the time of getting to meet my fren.
Can someone tell me what should i do?

♥ My World My Life

7:43 am

♥ Saturday, January 12, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

HORNY AND ME

I am feeling like a fool being fool around.

You don't put yourself in my shoes.

You alway think that figure is something to be show off.

But have you ever think that even if the gal has figure but she don't love you wholeheartedly den you just want her as object to show off and not someone who really love you.

You are the first fucking guy whom i wana slim down for cos you said figure is the barrier btw us.

Today is the 6th day i eat soup with vegetable ler,do you noe i am not feeling very well?

For you....

I have done so much..

But ...............

WHAT KIND OF TREATMENT ARE YOU GIVING ME?

AM I REALLY SO UNSINCERE?

Everyone ask me to give up,but i didnt.

Cos i know i love you from my heart.

No matter what you did to me,i have always forgive n forget.

But this time round you have gone overboard.

What game are you trying to play with me?

You know every single day i ate like only two meal,after 2pm i am not allow to eat?

First meal two bread with plain water..

Before 2pm have to eat soup kind of food,i alway eat like one quarter.

I have done sooooooooo muchhhhhhhhh..JUST FOR YOU!

Cos you blame me for not having a very nice figure so i am trying to slim down just to be wit you,den what you want me to do now???????

Why you suddenly MIA?

I don't know what is hurt now cos is numb...

as cold as ice...

I am sorry that if i have made you lose face in front of your friend,cos i am not pretty and dun have figure.

You said you will wait..

I really hope you will..

But i am just confuse of what you are saying and doing..

You said that you have feeling for me,don't you?
I save every msg..
What i really need is rest.
I have enough of everything.
Wake up at 5am everyday to go school..
After school go work..
I only got 4 hours of sleep on average.
And i don't think i can hang on for long..
I am a human...
I have a heart..
But......
My heart is being shattered times and again..
Will it heal?
Can anyone tell me..
why is it looks and figure is so impt?
I WANA DRINK TO DEATH..
Even an an also don't even bother much bout me..
Everyone is busy with their own stuff..

♥ My World My Life

8:55 am

♥ Thursday, January 03, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

All this pics are taken last two years if i am not wrong!

I miss kenneth..

Miss his fanjian voice..

Miss his bitching skill,

Miss his super pro english!!

AHAHAHHA!!Anyway hope you are doing well over there!

I was his fan before i knew him as friend.

Our first time to party world!

I am happy till dead that time!!

This week was a very hectic week for me as i have to cope with two different place of stuff.

Have to help my grandma sell coffee and work in the afternoon.

Is ok if my grandma would at least give me 20 bucks per day,but the worst part is she gave me 6 DOLLARS a day for helping her.

Like that i might as well go be toilet cleaner i think they pay better,

every morning have to wake up so early and night return home so late.

I am not robot,i am a human.

Why must i alway face all this bullshit lifestyle.

What my father know was to NAG NAG NAG!

Have you had enough?

You said why i didnt bring home a single cents home to help the family with utilities bill?

Nah my answer for you.

I am 17,i have the right to sue you for not giving me allowance as what the court oredered you when i was 9 years old.

Now i can choose to be with my mum back.

Do you think you have fulfilled the responsibilties of a father?

I doubt so.I get scolded when i said i was too tired to argue back with you.

Your replied was"You tired den i not tired la,you are 17 tired for what"

Don't you guys think that my father replied was senseless??
My tolerance level is very limit,don't wait till i walk out of this house den you regret.

I will never coem back if i were to get out of this house.

You only think of the fucking china bamboo.

What else will you think of?me?

I am your daughter not your maid or anything.

Don't order me.

And fucking china bamboo.

If you want people to respect you please show respect to others,don't give me the black face early in the morning.

WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?

YOU GOT NO POSITION TO SAY ANYTHING!

COS YOU ARE JUST ANOTHER WOMAN!I will stop this fucking hot topic.

I feel the smoke coming out.

Sunday i will be located at cine at 3.30 onwards.

Yeah!!!i can see see look look ler.

♥ My World My Life

8:05 am

♥ Tuesday, January 01, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

Happy new year to everyone!!

HAHAHAHA!sEE Garrick so zi lian.

Belated merry christmas

Her name is also call shuhui.

First day of work!

My beloved polar breast winston!!

11 years of Sistership.

So nice of ah gal and arrick to

give me this kuku balloon as christmas present.

My beloved an an,

i will always be there.

No worries.

So sweet of an to give me this pooh bor kia.
THANKS!I LOVE IT.

My new year resolution!!

1)SLIM DOWN.

(I know garrick going to laugh his ass off le)

2)Have at least 4 k of savings in my bank.

3)Study hard and prove to others that i CAN DO IT.

4)To be a cleverer person and not get cheated in every ways.

5)MORE HUNKS FOR ME!!!

6)I wish each and every of my friend can have a smooth year in 2008!

Anyway i am working at bikini shop.

I will be located in different outlets in different weeks.

So do drop by and visit me.

The shop name is call TURN YOUR BUTT ON.

Once again wish everyone a very happy new year...

BEST WISHES!!

♥ My World My Life

6:05 am