While waiting for my teacher.
Under my block.
My beloved godsis.
He is very sweet at first.
This is the fucking china commando.
I love this BIG BIG MnM.
I am just like a small kid.
So went over and took pics with it.
Garrick is damn high.
Can you spot the little us?
PEACE.
Act cute.
Kuku singaporean.
I thought everything was over btw zheng xiang and me but
who knows he msg me yesterday.
I don't know to be happy or sad.
But indeed i am overjoyed.
We sms quite alot yst but till the last msg i didn't reply him.
At about 12am when i was walking home,i received a msg from him.
"Please be careful on your way home as it it raining and take care of yourself"
My tears was rolling down my cheek.
It been long since he was so caring towards me,
but still..he still remains in my heart till now.
His gf won't be home..
So he ask me over,and i went.
His hug is still as warm as ever,his kiss is still sweet.
Everything of him is perfect in my eyes.
But the time is just not right for us.
Why can't his gf leave him?
Even though you had him physically his heart is still with me if not he won't ask me over.
But..as promise to you i will wait for your sms.
Just wanted to see you safe and sound and and i will be contented ler.
Thank you zheng xiang.I thought i can't feel you anymore
but when i am feeling very depress once again you came to heal me.
Recently i knew a guy..name allan Tan wei lun from royal sporting house.
We enjoyed each other company..
But problem with him is he had not been attach for 4 years ler.
And i am trying my best to make him feel comfortable.
He is a very nice guy lor,everyday finish work den head home and sleep.
When having his off day he will go gym or play basketball.
He is very fit and MR NICE GUY.
But am really happy when going out with him.
Tomorrow going out to watch movie with him after his work.
Today went to fetch him from work.
For allan i hope we will build up the chemistry together,
wheather will it work out depends on ourself.
I just hate being 3rd party.
If i am able to be with allan i will make him the
most happiest guy in the whole wide world.
After so so so many things happen ..
should i still carry on with my life?
or end it?
i am serious..
I have the thought of ending everything..
Will everyone be happier in this way?
Zheng xiang won't feel so stress le ba.
Will he be sad if i am really away?
Will anyone even laugh when i am away?
I guess everyone will be happier without me.
I just need my friend to understand me and ..
who really did that?
Who really msg me and ask how am i today?
did you?..
Anyway..
Take care friends..
Excited about the movie tomorrow night.
My school canteen. 
All my zi lian pics.
