Me and Elmo at sentosa.
He's my ex which i still can't get him out of my mind.
June23,2005.
I am getting emo this few days.
I want eddie accompany's but whenever we are out,
he will give the damn sad face like whole world owe him money.
I have changed,people might say that i am very flirt but you only judge me by my appearance.
Though i met up with quite a few guys this few days but all i need was someone who understand me.
But not a single one.
I really need a company but not a bf.
Wed is the day..
Will i be fine?
Pray for me..
I treasure every minutes every seconds now..
It is so precious to me.
Finally my ex is not so angry with me ler.
He's back in singapore but i am leaving,i miss those time.
Everyone said that at the end of the day he's still the one that really cares and love me.
That goes the same to me.
JUNE23,2005.
That's the day we got together.
Basically you guys must miss me alright?
I don't want to say much.
Just wish that i could die and forget everything,all the pain.
ANYONE UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL?
CAN YOU?
GOD,why can't you let me live my life peacefully?
Why did you set such a test for me?
I am just 17 years old.
I can't stand it any longer..
I might end up like my grandfather.
I guess he might be living better in the other world without any trouble and enjoy his life.
Don't worry about us alright,i guess i will be joining you soon.
Garrick,an,peiying n shu xian.
THANK YOU.
For spending time with me.
Elmo hope that we are back together again.
Our relationship might be stronger this time.
Cos we been thru it.
