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♥ That Piiggy


♥I am just of the extrovert ones who is always happy go lucky,a girl who had many setbacks in the past relationships,o_0 all along she was very enthusiastic towards her guess bags. She hated 14th of febuary yearly as she envy her surrounding friends as they are in the mid of enjoying each others companionship with thier love ones but not for her as she felt very solitude towards her life.Praying hard everyday to search for her new love. She is willing to be there for all of her friends when they are down and let them confine their sorrows towards her.(^0^).


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I need you
I need you here
I need you now
I need security somehow
I need you
Like you would not believe
You're the only thing I want
Cause you're everything I need

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♥ Wednesday, December 26, 2007

My Complicate Life ♥

Was at Gelare!!!
Shuhui wish everyone merry merry
christmas and a happy happy new year!
LALALA Tino tan looks like him>Not person
but recent hairstyle.
He is chun liang,no lack of suitor.

Lionel..The gal killer.
Train going back hm!

Sentosa!.
The ah gal n garrick caught 3 fish
and 3 crab.
Parsir ris!24 hours fishing place.
shuxian chalet!
Decoration!!
I want this lollipop.
I am sitting at CENTRAL
foodcourt!Met up with roy.

Breko cafe!
Allan tan wei lun always give me this
kuku looks.
HAHA!!He made my day great.
See he alway don't shave!
On our way home.
First time sending him home!
Our first time!!

He love to camwhore after knowing me.
I love this!
Actually i love the person more!!

His 3rd meal at 6.30pm!
PIG!
Do we look like we are in love?
Still pending..


Act cute!!My sweetheart!

My baby cousin!
YANG YANG!
This room is where my grandpa pass away.

KUKU US!
New met fren!Azfar!
He is very funnie!



Many a times i hate myself for being myself.
I want to be like others!
I dun love myself.
I want to be loved but i am just not very lucky.
Had a small tiff with allan yst,
he don't know how insecure i would feel.
He went to drink with 5 girls which 3 is his frens gf but the other two is not.
He sent them home cos they are drunk.
OF COS I AM JEALOUS.
Called me at 4 am and ask me to give him discount cab number.
ASSHOLE!!
Should i just stop here?
Or continue?How can i tolerate?
OH MY GOSH!
I got into retail course.Don't know if i want tourism or this course?
This poem is very comforting to those who fell out of love or kana rejected!

其实去喜欢一个人也是一种学习,如果真心付出，就该无憾，才算真正获得。一个让自己变得很认真！ 生人，可以开活找到了重点，喜欢始有理由为自己改变，变得有精神. 喜欢一个人，可以让他飞得很自由！ 但偶尔累了～却又可以休息得很安稳。 喜欢一个人心要变得更安份、更诚恳！ 不必期待能收到多少分，只在乎自己是否付出得完整。 喜欢一个人，就该懂得该走的时候！ 应该要带着微笑给予祝福另一个人让他有幸福的人生。 =p 如果你爱上了一个人，请你、请你一定要温柔地对待他，不管你们相爱的时间有多长或多短，若你们能始终温柔地相待，那么，所有的时刻都将是一种无瑕的美丽，若不得不分离，也要好好地说声再见，也要在心里存着感激，感谢他给了你一份记忆....





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7:27 am

♥ Sunday, December 23, 2007

My Complicate Life ♥

This photo is taken quite long back.

And i look quite slim here hor?Agree?





What is the purpose to live?


Ans:


Survivor.


A person must have a goal in order to be a better person,without goal a person's life will be meaningless.


If you have a goal at least you can get out of ur inner soul and walk towards your goal.


Today is christmas eve le..

But got no plans yet,maybe staying at home and rest?

And am quite sad over a few issue.

Firstly about a fren.

I really treat him as my bestie but i don't think he feels the same.

Do you?

I don't know.

But is ok,cos i know i have done what a fren should be doing.

I did not let myself down.

Have to wake up at 3.30 later on to help grandma sell coffee.

Message to WEIHAO:

Hey..you will alway stand a special place in my heart,

my condosolence to your family.

God had taken away the one that we love cos he don't want them to suffer,

maybe this way your grandma won't be suffering?

My ah gong too.

His leg not very stable when walking,maybe he don't want to be a burden to my family.

As long as in our heart we know we love them they will be very happy ler.

At least they didn't pass away without peace right?

Let's look forward and tell yourself"You don't want ur ah ma to feel sad though she pass away cos she wants you all to be happy if not she won't rest in peace.

I feel quite sad when i saw you,you really lost weight.

Eat more.

Take care..I am a call away.

Msg to GARRICK:

Thanks for being there for me.

You are a very nice fren.

Merry christmas.

msg to YONGAN:

Just want to tell you i realt treat you as my bestie.

Thanks for being there too.

msg to ALLAN TAN WEI LUN:

Hey..you are my best christmas present.

MUACKZZZ..

msg to AH GAL:

HAHA.

We love you.and ah gal ah gal ah gal.

Nice knowing you.
AND AND A BIG HUG TO HELLVEN CHUA WEI DA,
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY.....
Put this pic up cos we quite long never take pics together ler.
Hope you grow as old as me every year.
And happy birthday to shu xian..
As for now currently waiting for the ite course,hope i can get into beauty therapy.
Wish me luck..
And..does anyone have rebonding clip?
CAll me if you have..81539290.
Thanks..
Just wana wish everyone a MERRY CHRISTMAS.



♥ My World My Life

1:53 am

♥ Saturday, December 15, 2007

My Complicate Life ♥






The only thing i ever feel at the end of day is emptiness.



I have been told to move on with my life.



It been a couple of months since everything went down till now,i still can't forget him.



Now alone in my bed,my heart is just drowning in pain.



I don't know why i am so wrecked.



It's like i have an open wound that i keep digging so it never heals.



Maybe it's my own twisted way of making things up to him.



Somehow,keeping myself in pain is something very silly to do.



Why must i do the way that he instructed?



I am a human with one heart.



Now please find back my usual self,i have been losing my temper.



He will never know how much i did, and still do love him.





Does love really exist,i ponder.



♥ My World My Life

1:01 am



♥ Thursday, December 13, 2007

My Complicate Life ♥


He always look so tired.

Thanks for the movie

Alvin and the chipmunks.

He is not photogenic..EEW!! No matter what you are the best in my heart.
When i reach home
after the movie.

How have everyone's been doing?Wondering.

Is he hot?Of cos i think he is.

He is allan tan wei lun,

i still think he looks better without top.
Tino tan =x
Kelvin thanks for everything.
Thanks for being by my side when i am really down.

His first zi lian pics.

His first time to hk cafe.
WEIRDO.
Kbox on sunday.
He still love to act cute.
This guy is a mR NICE GUY.
i mean the one on the right.


Candid shots.
The lighting is just right.
Why they 2 so nervous?
Haa,can you see the ht different?
He bent down so much.
Is not i am short is he too tall..183cm

Faking up to be couple.
Failed.
My cousin,esther.

My first pic with her.
I wanted to confess to him.
But something in btw stop me.

Tino captured the best view of us
on time.

Bai ling n tino,he sings quite well.

12/12/07

Yesterday was a special day.

Because i got to met up with allan again,

watched alvin and the chipmunks.

It was an hour and 15mins show and both of us enjoyed the show pretty well.

Does anyone know what do i want?

I don't even have a plan for my future.

I want to stable down with a career and relationship.

Is that too much to be achieve?

Maybe i am not putting enough effort.

I am really not a flirt,just that my heart is confusing me.

All i want is someone to be there to be my listener.

When other ppl are down i am there.

But is anyone available out there for me to be confine in?

I doubt.

Maybe my fate is to be alone.19dec is nearing.

I wanted to find a school to take me in,

Anyone know any private school that i can apply in?

Ite?Secondary school for me to continue my sec 5?

Call my number to give me the detail.

81539290.

Pisces horoscope:

Your imagination, dreams and fantasies are offering you some amazing insight into the questions you've been asking yourself, and they could confirm a few suspicions. These visions give you a glimpse of the truth, an accurate account of reality as seen from outside your biased lens. You've been in a fog about someone for a while, and it's time to be up front and crystal clear about what you need and what you want. Go right to the source and don't leave things open to interpretation.




♥ My World My Life

12:20 am