I hope ah gong can hear my prayer,i hope he will bless me wherever he was.

I am suffering this few days..

I don't know who exactly i was..

I don't know when i won't be around..

Can someone predict my future for me?

Can anyone tell me what will happen to me in 4 days time?

What if...something really happen to me?

I am not prepared yet.

The pain that i am suffering,can you even feel it?

No one understand.

Maybe a few ppl know what exactly happen to me.

Bless me.

If i were able to live thru friday it will be a miracle..

If i don't have the chance to..

Den see you guys again.

Ah gong pass away everyone seem so emo.

I know ah ma is crying every night.

Of cos i know how she feel.

Imagine your beloved one was sleeping beside you for over 50 years and suddenly unexpected stuff happened.

No one can take it,my ah gong is a very kind and soft hearted man.

Before i goes to work everyday he will ask"What time are you coming back"

I know he cares,but i didnt show any appreciation and shouted back "At night la"

When i think back..It was too late.

I want people to nag at me also don't have.

If things really go well i hope to go old folk home every month and help those needy people.

My life is bad but at least i can contribute and help others to be happier.

I can't imagine what's life gona be 4 days down the road.

I am very happy to have get in to Giordano company,

i hope i can carry on and do well in this job.

Everyone thought that i am okay from my appearance but i am not happy at all.

How i wish time could turn back..

How i wish everything was not fated..

How i wish i can change my own fate..

If i didn't update after friday den i am gone forever..

Pray for me..

If i wasn't around will you be happier?

I miss zheng xiang..He might have feel lesser stress now,merry christmas to you in advance.

Peeps i treasure the time i have now to spend with you all..

LOVES..

AH GONG,if you really love me you won't put me to dead right?

Wish all my classmate from 5N1 will pass their o level with flying colours.

Sorry guys i didn't manage to make it thru with you all.