No one really sit down and hear my inner voice,
how do you feel when u lose someone so dear to you and
people are still criticising you of the mistake you made?
Can't i even have a space of my own?Can you guys give me a break?
A friend told me
"Gal,TRUE friends don't let go and give up on you easily and leave you when something happens.They will pull through with you and give you chance to repent,if they do that means they don't even trasure this friendship."
I am still a human being afterall,i need care and love too.
Being outcast by friends isn't the worst part,
the worst part is people whom you care for runs away.
I still love my friends,i treasure.
No point saying so much now,i know i am wrong but people don't even bothered.
Today someone msg me,"i have heard alot of things about you,please take care.Hugs=)"
My heart felt so warm and happy,cos he is not like others who outcast me.
To my dearest person who sent me this msg:I thought you were like others who gave me that anti looks too,but thanks anyway,please take care of ur health and as for ur family just see what you can deal with the problem.Thanks for being there when i have trouble.
To anyone who thinks that i am gaining sympathy for blogging about my grandma let it be,may my grandma sleep with you every night,a blog is for people to express what the writers feel and not for people to criticise.Understood?
Hate me for all you want den why bother to criticise me everyday because you have got nothing better to do right?
I have never felt so lose in my entire life before.
I miss my grandma
I miss you
everyday.
Though i might be sad but i won't show it out cos i don't want people to say that i am gaining sympathy from them.
STOP HUMILIATING ME?STOP STOP STOP.
Darling where are you when i needed you most?i miss you.
Some had said: "Time will fade all anger, Time will fade all pain"
True?To me. True. Yes. To a certain extend.
Gossips to me are just actions that people need at one point of life. What if gossips are about me. Some may ask, How will you handle it ?
No. I will not blow my top off, no, i will not be bothered but I will feel happy for the person who gossiped about me.Not forgetting, Im honored.For one, you make the lives of people more colourful. The bond which holds people together. Now imagine, without you, whereby the gossip took place, that group of people might have been silent, causing awkwardness, thus a weakening of the bonds between these friends.Alas you indirectly help people build their friendships.
