On 25thjune all the way from my house i went down to buy dinner for wilson when he is working,i didnt expect anything in return.But i am damn pissed when he sent me a sms,"Thanks for buying me the dinner,i didnt expect u to buy for me but.u really give me a surprise haha.take care",i am stunned.I feel very dissapointed to received tat sms but well at least there is a sms from him.
Like what andy say dont expect 100% when u gave 100%.
I called him one of the day last week and he told me one thing tat made me very sad,"i think you treat me too good,and u have 34 ex,now i know why your relationship cant last. The another gal have waited for me for 8 months,i think i should do something back for her.I think you should not treat me so good becos i cant repay you back everything that you have done for me.
I cried after i talked to him on the phone,i cant control my tears.But PEOPLE tends to think that i cried is becos i want to gain pityness from them but i can tell you guys I AM NOT.
You guys dun noe how i am feeling,maybe only andy,jeremy and hellven noe how i am feeling.
Whenever you guys see me laughing happily from outside doesnt mean that i am happy,my heart is bleeding actually.I am pretending to be happy,but when i cant take i will cry it out.
As for those BITCHING ME OUT THERE,take a look at the mirror of urself.If you bitch me bitch in front of me,dont act plastic in front of me.I really despise this kind of people.
I have had enough of stress with my relationship already,why are you guys adding on to my stress?
Why so sudden that everyone is bitching me right now.Say i drama,by all means.If you stand in my shoes you guys will feel the pain that i am feeling.
How much do you guys know about me?
SAY IT OUT LOUD,
Do you guys know my fucking background?
Do you guys know how i have been thru all this year?
Do you guys know how hurt when she really treat someone nice and the person backstabbed her?
BITCH BY ALL MEANS IF YOU GUY THINK THAT I AM VERY FAKE.
Look at urself,you are no good either.
Friends dont treat fren in this way.
I really appreciate CARROT for toking to me just now,though we r not that close but you know me well.
Andy,jeremy,kenneth and lester.Thanks.
Hellven thanks to you too.
Hopefully friday will be a successful one for me to patch things up with him.

This is a phrase tat a fren told me....
One may have the most beautiful out skin, but internal is rotton.still did not make a differEnt of having a rotton out skin.