Nothing can describe how i feel now,it was like being stabbed by a knife.
I feel the pain,this was the worst experience than before.
Am i not a good girlfriend?You can tell ppl that you are single in club when you are attached with me.Isnt that awesome?I can tolerate all this,cos i know i am not the prettiest gal that you met and dont have model kind of figure.But i can confidently tell you that i can be the best girlfriend that you can ever had.
Who can tolerate their bf to flirt around when they are attached?I CAN.
Who can tolerate their bf to tell other ppl that they are single?I CAN.
Who can tolerate their bf to go out with different gal everytime?I CAN.
Which gal can tolerate their bf to kiss gal in front of them?I CAN.
I am seriously deeply hurt,do u know how i feel?have u ever spare a thought for me?You always said that you want to earn money for this and that but do you know i felt very out of place when i am out with you?Cos you always complaint to me that you are tired,does that mean that i held up yor resting time?I cried till my tears have dried,can you feel the pain that i am feeling?
Do you remember our 1st meal together?I remember,it was at geylang coffeeshop at 3.10PM.You bought me a bowl of fishball noodles and a can of ice lemon tea.Our 1st photo taken was on June 2 13:32pM,1st time going to zoo with you and taken our 1st neoprint on 17june 20:30pm.
I know that i am silly to fall for you,i know that many ppl will despise me cos they will think that i am very cheap.
I dont care as long as you know i love you,i really do.
You said you want me to give you freedom and not tied down by relationship,but have you think of how i treated you?Didnt i give you a carefree life?
After the zoo trip i tied my very best not to get in contact with you,but why do you keep on smsing me?What does you want from me?Want me to treat you the same when you already said you want a carefree life?
I cant bear to see you leave me..
If you want me to leave you why do you send me those sms to make me have the unbearable feeling?
So do you want me ?
I am hanging in the air right now,i dont know what i should do..can you tell me?
I am thinking if i should reply ur sms,for the very 1st time i felt that i am important to you.
You said that you feel weird that i didnt sms you and you said you are happy to see me.Confusion.
I wish to hold you tight in my arm,can i continue to do that?
I feel like hugging you to sleep now..
When can i have the feeling back?..
Something holding me back to sms you,it could be because someone told me that i should play hard to get if not he wont treasure me..
Am i doing the right thing?..
I wish you could prove to me that i am important to you,i wish i could hear ur joy and laughter again.
I really appreciate the time that you are with me,Thanks.
I dont blame you,i could only put all the blame on myself as i shouldnt have give you pressure in the 1st place by telling ppl that we are together.
I AM SORRY.
I am having peer pressure right now,frens blame me for doing all the silly thing for him and wanted to give me a slap.I think you all might not have this kind of feeling yet,when you do something for him den you see his smile and will be delighted already.
I know how andy is feeling right now,dont act strong..if you want cry please cry it out,it is so painful to keep it inside.We can cry together.
Now jeremy is happy ler..i am happy for him too.Thanks for being there.
Weihao i know what i am doing,i am sorry for not listening to you cos i have been blinded by love.
Hellven please dont let me see you cry again cos whenever i see you cry i feel like crying too.LOVE IS BLIND

Thank you for all the concern on sat,i am so drama on that day but i know wat i am doing.
Shuhui will be fine bahx.