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That Piiggy


I am just of the extrovert ones who is always happy go lucky,a girl who had many setbacks in the past relationships,o_0 all along she was very enthusiastic towards her guess bags. She hated 14th of febuary yearly as she envy her surrounding friends as they are in the mid of enjoying each others companionship with thier love ones but not for her as she felt very solitude towards her life.Praying hard everyday to search for her new love. She is willing to be there for all of her friends when they are down and let them confine their sorrows towards her.(^0^).


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I need you
I need you here
I need you now
I need security somehow
I need you
Like you would not believe
You're the only thing I want
Cause you're everything I need

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Saturday, June 30, 2007

My Complicate Life ♥

Love hurts .
Thinking of u
Is hard to mend a broken heart.
I wish you could hold my hand and walk with me on the beautiful beach.

I just want to be with you. If I could hold your hand for the rest of my life, I would never be scared again.I want to hold you tight & I want to tell you every second how much you mean to me, cause no one has ever meant more.Just let me make you smile..

when all my thoughts revolve around him & he's the one you feel the happiest with,there's just something about him you don't see in other guys & when you're not with him .. the only place you want to be is in his arms . that's when you know its real.

Sometimes the hardest thing to let of is something you never really had.What could've happened, didn't -that's just the way the cookies crumbled.This is my good-bye to you.I'll never forget the way you made me smile.

It's time to move on with my life.I've got to stop reading the same page and continue turning the pages.The memories are still locked in my mind,but they're what's stopping me from living my life.

theres always gonna be that one thing you wish for but never get,that one mistake you can never take back and most of all that one memory you would do anything for just to have it again.

It's just so hard loving someone from a distance. Because no matter how far you reach, no matter how many tears you cry, miles you walk, & tantrums you throw, they won't be physically near you. And it's so hard to grasp that, but it's after the frustrations pass, you realize that you would rather hold their heart from miles away than sit at home wrapped in the arms of one you know you'll never love.

There are some things in life that catch your eye,then there are those that capture your heart. pursue those.

I love you. don't you see? don't you understand?you're the love of my life. I can't leave you.but you're constantly leaving me! you walk away when you want, you come back when you want!you stand by everyone, but you leave me!so I'm asking you, if you don't see a future for us,if you're not in this, please- just end it because I can't,I'm in it. put me out of my misery.

When you look at me,it's like you're secretly trying to tell me not to give up.

I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you..How good you look when you smile. How much I love your laugh.I day-dream about you off and on, replaying pieces of our conversation;laughing at funny things that you said or did..I've memorized your face and the way that you look at me..I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine..I wonder what will happen the next time we are together and even though neither of us know what the future holds,I know one thing for sure; you're the best thing that ever happened to me.

Believe me; I've always loved you.And even when you loved someone else,I kept quiet because I knew that you deserved so much better than me.

Waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought;useless and disappointing.

I just smile & pretend, you're not everything I could love forever.

You already had my heart.All you needed to do was say hello.

you are the tenant of my heart:often behind in the rent, but impossible to evict.

And after a while you learn that you don't need anyone else in order to survive.No one is ever going to always be there,no matter what they sayor what they promise you.You just gotta suck it up, accept it& keep on keepin' on.
I don't know why.Maybe it's because you're mad,maybe it's because you're afraid,maybe it's because you're also a little confused,maybe it's because you want to act cool;but whatever the reason,you're breaking my heart.
there are many lessons in life that only time can teach you. like how much you love someone; it's nearly impossible to know that until you spend your days without them. and there are those lessons that you can only learn through the beating of your heart and through feeling such strong emotions that you can barely breathe. then finally, the essence of time and the power of your heart crossing paths, and the only knowledge you're left with is the realization that time is the one thing that keeps you from letting go. no, it's never the embracing or the kisses, not the laughter or the tears, only time.
I might appeared strong but in my heart i am crying,i am gona let you go cos i want you to be happy.I hope you will find the one that you really love.You will be captured in my memory and it be will be erase.For all those happy moment that we shared i am happy enough,at least there is memories.Just promise me you will take good care of urself and never skip meals.I do hope the promise you made is true and tat is december you will go back thailand with me,i wun pinned a high hope.I wont ask you out anymore so that you wont feel stress,i hope you will treat the gal well.
CAN ANYONE FEEL THE PAIN ???



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