I was damn pissed,FREAKING MORON!Why is it that when i treat the person good he wont appreciate?I didnt get any message from you after i passed you the Donuts,i thought you was very touch by it but it doesnt seems to be the way that i am thinking.No worries,i have alway been treating you as my fren,a fren whom i will lend my listening ear to and pour out all ur sorrows but you taken advantage of it by treating me cold at times.When you feel like smsing me den you will sms me,when u dont feel like sms me you hack care me.When you need accompany i was there,when i need someone who cares for me are u there?I just want you to treat me as a normal fren not someone who you think that i still love you,that the past.I am what i am,i am dissapointed that i didnt get any sms from you for thanking me.Is okay,till the end of the day i am alway been making use of.Isnt it true?I wont continue to be a fool,i gonna be strong,not a soft hearted shuhui anymore.Times will tell everything,everytime out with you,you was talking about your ex.

To:My beloved hot strider

Life is unpredictable,u gonna stay strong cos ur family need you,hang on.I believe you must be feeling bad inside and hate urself for not responding to him but dont blame yourself.I believe he will know that u still love him in your heart and memories shall stay forever.When i saw you i feel like hugging you and cry,cos the next will be my grandma in thailand.She's having injection everyday,she will be gone soon.I know the pain that you are suffering now.HANG ON!!You still have me and lots lots of fren who are willing to be with you,go thru all this with you.HUGS!!!I am just a call away,need me i will be there 24/7.This makes me learnt that we must treasure everything that we have before it's gone.I do treasure everything.Loves