I never know that u will badmouth me behind my back,i was very furious and sad.
Yes i admit that i have told other people that you are flirt,that the fact but it was few months back.
Touch your heart and ask yourself how i have treat you?
You made me really heart broken,i cant believe those things that i have heard.Why must it be you?
You must be hating me to the core now cos i slapped you,you are the FIRST FUCKING GUY THAT I SLAPPED.
Whenever people gossip about you,i will ask them to stop it yet you gossip about me.
I have never regret knowing you till now,but...i have got nothing to say.
Why do i have to go through all this?I am fucking angry.
I tried to pretend that i have never hear anything but i cant,i am sorry.
This will be the last time,i have had enough.
I should have heed everyone advice,but i didnt.You know why?
Because i fucking care about you.
I chose to be your listener,but you took me for granted.
You yell at me whenever something happens,ask yourself why is it like this?
Yes shuhui is just a little peanut,You are up there,we cant deny the fact.
You said crying is my forte,i will let you see that.
Though you said i am a little peanut,but i am a caring friend,love to help people without asking anything back in return.When you are down,who is there with you?
TELL ME?i know you have found yourself someone new to be there for you.
DON'T forget that i sincerely treat you as the best buddy,hope that you will change one day.
The attitude towards me,making use of me.
Dont say you are not making use of me,i feel it.
How much care and love have you put in this friendship?
I treasure,i care.Do you?
Friendship isn't one sided,i know i am silly,i know i am stupid to have believe and trust you so much.
I am alway the one trying to amend the distanced that we had,you doesn't seems to care.
How i wish this was just a dream..................................................
Emoshuhui
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