I am sorry for the things that i have done to make u furious
But it was out of jealously,u knew it.
I am not gaining any pity from others by blogging,it was because the one that really understand me is not there for me.
Blogging will be a good way for me to express myself.
Maybe to u, i am gaining pity from others but i am not.
You dont reply my message,i knew u will read my blog cos u have a caring heart towards me
I know u are being harsh in your words but soft in your hearts.
I hope that we can still be like the past,but i guess it is too late.
Am i right?
If if wasnt for u i wont go all the way down to your house and leave the stuffs behind for u.
Hoping that it will salvage everything, but i guess it doesnt make any effect.
You said u feel disgusted of me,it hurts me.
Do u know?
Although we have come to this present state,i sincerely hope that i am still the closest to you.
I regret saying about the 16 years thinggy.Cos it doesnt make any different anyway.
I am very worried that the stuffs will be taken by other people,all my fault cos i forgot where u stay.
Luckily u went home and take it.
I feel much more better when u said u found the stuffs.
Hope u like it,my hard earn money.
Dont ever say that "YOU WILL FIND A BETTER ONE"
Because there is only one people that know my little secret,our secret.
TAKE CARE,it seems like i am just a passing cloud.

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