I have been adapted to night life scenery,soon it will never be the same.
Walking alone in the peaceful and quiet road makes me feel like giving out a loud cry,which i guess i really did without anyone around me.
I met up with my friends that i always hang out with last time,they have changed or maybe i am the odd 1 out.
They dont ask me out that often but i really still love you guys,miss the time we used to club,e2-gaming at level 9 cine,hanging out till late,eating KFC,watch midnight movies,laugh at my super lame lame jokes,taking tons and tons of pictures.
I felt that i am left out as it been ages since all of us get together,hopefully things will change to be better.
My heart is broken into shattered parts and i really can feel the pain,no one can feel how i am feeling now.
Maybe as i always said"I am just a passing clouds in their life".
I isnt that important afterall,it doesnt matter if i am there.
Shuhui not suppose to be emo,i dont like people to take me for granted,being cheated in feeling but i am alrights.
I still can take it.
Fishball noodle,strawberry milk,magnum ice cream,mac breakfast,chomp chomp,cafe cartel,night life walking will be coming to the end.
It is like a Dream,a sweet and short Dream which is going to an end.
It is time to let go,when u know there is no ending.
I am contented enough to receive so much love and care,i cant possibly ask for more,i cant be selfish.
Things will never be the same,no matter how hard u r mending back the cracks it will still be seen as the cracks is hard to be mend back nicely as before.
Shuhui friends alway come and goes,but who really understand her?She wants friends who always be there for her and not when u find ur lover den didnt contact her for months.
She didnt know if this kind of friends really treasure her as friends or not.
No matter what it is i hope that Me and You will remains like this and i take back my words.
I wont want to make u feel that i am overdoing by saying all those things,if u r happy with what u r walking now go ahead.
I am nobody to heed u advice and stop you,i am just concerning about your future,how you going to walk down the rest of ur path if u really chose this path.
Will it be a good 1 or harmful one?
Shuhui is just a samll little little peanut compare to everything else,she has no rights to stop people from thinking of that way.Find me if u still cares for me but i cant guarantee i will pick up ur call.
How many people have really appreciate shuhui?
shuhui will still continue to earn her money,till i grow old.
I am not going to marry,cos there is a promises someone gave to me.
If 50 years old no one wants me the person will marry me.



SADSHUHUI
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