If i didnt appear will things turn out to be like tis?
I dont want all tis to happen,but it seems to be not right though!!!!
SHUHUI TIME TO WAKE UP,i am the cause of the problem.
I also donnoe why i am CRYING again and again?WHY?AM I LIKE TIS?
I am a cheerful gal so i wont cry.
I am gona make myself busy and everything shall be fine.
Why am i so sensitive?Why am i so FUCKED UP?Why am i so CARING?Why i want to be a nice fellow and treat people well?When they dont see a point to appreciate it?Am i not good enough as a friend?Is it wrong to treat a friend well?Can someone help miie up?
I need air,space,concern!!!I am not angry actually,i just feel tat it is INCORRIGIBLE!STUPID IS THE WORD!I have my family,financial,friendship and realtionship problem.
TINO TAN,u have to be strong.U told mii u have the problem so do i?It is the matter of how u r looking at things.U r more forturnate,u have frens who really help and care for u.UNLIKE mii,i have fewer people supporing mii thru all the obstacle.I am feeling terrible now,i had a headache!
I need a rest before my mind can works well,which fren of mine really cares of wat i am doing and stuffs like tat?I do love my friends and i want them to feel tat i cares for them and it doesnt seems to be appreciative!I am not someone who love to see friends in a moody expression.I dont say how i feel and i dun express well during my speech but i will write out how i feel.
I really dont like people to talk to mii in a attitude way,cos i am a super emotion freak.I cant stand it,but i will want to know why the person sad or watever but things turn out to be different story!
I guess i ama bad person bahx!!!!I dont want to be a good gal.

~_~SHUHUI
4.06A.M