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♥ Monday, March 26, 2007

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Hot ben ben and shuhui!

It been a long time since i went to school,perhaps too many commitment.Finally i have started my work at cine cathay level 6,i can say tat it is a nice environment to work in as whenever we are free we can go into any cinema and watch the movie,cool huh?SAVE MONEY!I have also straighten my hair and i shall say that i look younger den my perm hair.Recently been out with ben ben at night to chat under the blue moon,pour our thoughts out.Hope that be ben is feeling better now and u promise me to be happy.I want my BANANAS PRATA,though i got food poisoning once eating that.LALALALALA.

shuhui

12.37PM

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♥ Tuesday, March 20, 2007

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Nahx ben ben tis is for u,the pink nipples!!*bleah*I took it just for u ok?

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9:26 pm

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I know sorry doesnt mean anything to u anymore,cos u said u r used to it.
I dunnoe why u r speaking in such a sarcastic way to mi,i m nt seeking attention.If i wants to i can use other way rather den tis right?I feel sad as u dont believe me,I want to make tis clear to u.I AM NOT THE 1 TAT GOES ROUND TELLING PEOPLE TAT b LIKES YOU!AND BEFORE THEY KNOW U THEY HEARD FROM OTHERS TAT U R FLIRT!NOT ME SPREADING TIS RUMOURS!U said i dun treat u as fren cos i m BACKSTABBING U?The words tat u use totally hurt me,can u PLS don ASSUME tat i told andy.Even if i dont say he will know it,cos everyone is talking about it.I know i shldnt get jealous over stuff that are not suppose to,but have u spare a thought for my feeling when u are toking to me?Now the problem is tat u wan a SIMPLE FRIENDSHIP,SIMPLE PLATONIC LOVE,SIMPLE FUN BETWEEN FRIENDS,i did not add stress to B in the 1st place.For god sake i am not the only one talking to him,I will never forget wat u said'SHUHUI LEI,I DARE TO OFFEND MEH?'it hurts!But do u know?I am feeling terrible,the way tat u post about me.I just dont like you to show me attitude,i really have my reson for getting jealous.U think tat i dont treat u as friend,but i really did.U also said i am flirting with guys?What is tis?I get jealous because i wants to get jealous,there is a reason which i dont want to disclose.But one thing tat i want to say is,i really had fun with u when we were at east coast,supper at amk,walk me home,feed me eat when u know i am having gastric,gotten a 8dollars hot plain water for me,scold the cab driver,scold the kodak shop people for spoilting our lamination.I AM HAPPY AND SATISFY.One thing tat will never change is my care for u will alway be there,my pair of listening ears will be there for u when u r feeling down.I will never forget it,thanks friend!I know everyone was telling me tat u r making use of me when i told them 'he wont like tat,he is a nice person'.I did not want to believe it cos i trust u,u treats me as friend!I brought tis upon myself,i dun blame anyone.AND pls dun push all the blame on me as i didnt spread the rumours!Everyone was worrying for B cos it is her 1st love!get it?Now i TAN SHUHUI FROM TIS MOMENT ONWARDS WONT INTERFERE IN EVERYTHING TAT U DO!I will just be a friend tat when u need me den give me a call bahx!I will still be there for u!Maybe shuhui is just a passing clouds in everyone hearts!!!!!!

CONFUSEshuhui
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3:09 pm

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Tino n shuhui!

^_^

Dennis,ron n miie after club!

Shuhui and ben ben!

The hot hot guy!BEN BEN!

guESS whose hot body is tis?LaLaLa

TINONO AND SHUHUI!

shuhui and max!

shuhui and gary!

He piggy back miie!

Our supper at AMK S11,look nice but...!With tino

The only pics with benji ge ge!

SUN BEAR,KOALA BEAR,POLA BEAR AND MOON BEAR!

shuhui n keneth lim pei rong!

>_<

eAST coast!17th March

Me and my my ex george!kinda of miss him.

tino,shuhui n weihao @ Partyworld.

MuAckX!tHe warmest kiss!

MOOn,miie n nono!

Jiajun n miie!Congrates to him tat he made it to the next round!

Huihui n weihao!

Fun tat we had!

CINE!

After cutting hair.

The sexiest guy jeremy.

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12:05 pm

♥ Friday, March 16, 2007

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I miss them lots lots.LALALALALALALA!!!!When are we going out again??

Shuhui
1.47PM

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10:40 pm

♥ Thursday, March 15, 2007

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This are all the pics tat we took recently at hotel 81,k box,party world and neo print shop!I can say tat i am very happy and satisfy with my life now.If someone dun like miie pls tell miie,cos is not good to hear from others tat u hates miie.I really dun like it,u know who u are.Why dun you confront mii instead?I am really very dissapointed with all tat u guys have been telling around about mii?No wonder u guys didnt ask mii out,and pls dun give the dao face as if u didnt see mii at wisma TODAY!One word for u,DISSAPOINTED!!!!!!!

sAdshuhui

1.43AM

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10:22 am

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Happy birthday to ERIC!!I am feeling quite sad at times as i dunnoe wat i am thinking and doing,very contridicting.Help miie,i am very BLUR.I need a new image soon,MING YANG!I also need to have a fellowship session with gary and others,i am sorry for not asking u all out.

TAG REPLIES

Garrick>Hey,thanks for everythings tat u have done for miie.LOVE

Andy>Thanks,i noe all tat u have done is for my own good.

Meiqi>Alrights,we shall go tanning soon.Sorry i have been busy recently ,i will tell u.

Lionel>LOL,so many ppl love u oso.HEE.i bet u oso love mii right?*_* winkz

Glenn>Helo.Tickle tickle.HEE,i will link u up soon okie?

Moon>Thanks for being a loyal supporter for my blog,LOVE.We shall go out soon alrights?

Sunbear>Helo,thanks for alway being there for miie as usual.

Peirong>Yes,pr.U r my longest classmates.LOVe

Chrissyy>Gurl,find a guy soon alrite?U CAN DO IT!

Keith>Thanks keith,i am very happy to have u guys as fren.

Cheeyang>LOL,funny ah boii.I am a happy gal everyday.

Joanne>Hey gurl,thanks ya.I shall go ur hse soon.GEE

Junjie>I haven deicide where to work,gt subway suntec and cine cinema.LOL.mit up soon alrite?

Tino tan,i hope tat u will be a changed person and we really lurfe u as a fren,dun give up on urself .JIAYOU!Where is my xin xin tat u want to bring mii go see?I AM WAITING.

shuhui

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2:05 am

♥ Wednesday, March 14, 2007

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Everything seems to be much better for mii now,cos i dont bother anymore!
Starting work on friday,like finally i am starting work soon.Friendship is important but it takes two hands to clap to maintain it.DO YOU?But i am fine now.THANKS for all the concern!

SHUHUI
22:05PM

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6:57 am

♥ Friday, March 09, 2007

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Feeling very miserable and knowing things tat i should not have know,my ex de gf came and tell mii tat."Do u noe elmo have never love u?"my reaction was like wtf.We have been together for 7 months.U mean u have never love mii???????????????????FUCKED!I am damn pissed,go take a mirror and look at urself.U r a BASTARD,sex and go!NO way!I am not gona let u have ur way,u told ur gf tat u r making use of mii to make ur ex gf jealous?But why u want to be attached with mii for 7 months or so?I am speechless,tired of living!My life have never been getting better,why is tat so????????????I will make sure u turn GAY!

PISSEDSHUHUI
2.20P.M.

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If i didnt appear will things turn out to be like tis?
I dont want all tis to happen,but it seems to be not right though!!!!
SHUHUI TIME TO WAKE UP,i am the cause of the problem.
I also donnoe why i am CRYING again and again?WHY?AM I LIKE TIS?
I am a cheerful gal so i wont cry.
I am gona make myself busy and everything shall be fine.
Why am i so sensitive?Why am i so FUCKED UP?Why am i so CARING?Why i want to be a nice fellow and treat people well?When they dont see a point to appreciate it?Am i not good enough as a friend?Is it wrong to treat a friend well?Can someone help miie up?
I need air,space,concern!!!I am not angry actually,i just feel tat it is INCORRIGIBLE!STUPID IS THE WORD!I have my family,financial,friendship and realtionship problem.
TINO TAN,u have to be strong.U told mii u have the problem so do i?It is the matter of how u r looking at things.U r more forturnate,u have frens who really help and care for u.UNLIKE mii,i have fewer people supporing mii thru all the obstacle.I am feeling terrible now,i had a headache!
I need a rest before my mind can works well,which fren of mine really cares of wat i am doing and stuffs like tat?I do love my friends and i want them to feel tat i cares for them and it doesnt seems to be appreciative!I am not someone who love to see friends in a moody expression.I dont say how i feel and i dun express well during my speech but i will write out how i feel.
I really dont like people to talk to mii in a attitude way,cos i am a super emotion freak.I cant stand it,but i will want to know why the person sad or watever but things turn out to be different story!
I guess i ama bad person bahx!!!!I dont want to be a good gal.

~_~SHUHUI
4.06A.M

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11:07 am

♥ Thursday, March 08, 2007

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It been a long time i have update my blog,been out ktving and hang out at cine.I a m feeling quite moody at times,i dunnoe why.Maybe cos i have too much stuff to handle,i cant take it,i cant breath.March 14 is the day,the day when my passport is going to due.And can i still stay put in singapore,many things tat i cant bear to put down.I am really afraid tat i will be send back to thailand.I get jealous so easily nowadays,why?People kept on asking miie,and i cant give an answer to tat.Shuhui is very sad,no one will know how hurt she feel inside.WHY?The day gona come soon.very very soon.My O level oral examination is round the corner,is on next thurs 10.30A.M. If i really leave tis place make sure u guys miss miie okie?TAHNKS,although quite bhb.HEE.To those who criticise miie when u dunnoe mii at all pls use ur MIRROR and look at urself.Yes,i agree tat i am not pretty,no good figure,so wat.At least i have a trueful self and treat people well,give all my best to friends around miie.Not like other people who alway PAI MA PI.So tis teaches u a lesson,dun speak when the time is not right,say the right thing at a propriate timing.SHUHUI is like tat,dun like me den get lost lo.Feel like crying,i dunnoe why i have tis kind of thinking.WHY?I am not the shuhui tat i think i used to be.People take mii for granted when i treat them good,why is it so?

TAG REPLIES:
JOANNE>OH,cos i want to have a new look for my blog.yea,tc too.

PASSERBY>May i know who are u?Anw thanks for viewing,i agree tat i have awesome frens around.

CHRISSYY>ERm,okie.thanks.

SUPERSTAR MATTHEW>Yes and u do tc oso.

DARREN>had fun going out with u.TC.

ANDY>LOL.

DENNIS>No matter how bz i am u will nv be forgotten.TC.

SHIRLEY>Do tc in simei oso,prove other ppl tat u can do it,we will stay in contact dun worry.

RUYU>yes i am fine just tat alot of homework to do.

SHATTEREANASTASIA
19.54pm

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3:16 am

♥ Thursday, March 01, 2007

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Our disorter sleeping!so sweet!NAD UNGLAM!

FEB 14TH IS THE DAY!

My favourite guess bag,isnt it lovely?

SWEET SWEET LOVE ON!

DADDY,DAUGHTER-IN-LAW,SON,MUMMY

kawaii nehx!

WHERE IS DADDY?

Partyworld!

I love tis fish tanks!!

A BIG thanks to those who have been reading my blog,i appreciate it.At least you guys know my situation and things tat have been happening.LOVE*hugz*.Now my worry was will i be able to hang on till my o level cos i have not been revising my homeworks.I am sick and tired of my family and few more months i am going to take my O level ler,tat was fast.I still miss him the one and only tat i have sacrifice for,my sleeping time and money.Whenever i go singing i will think of him cos we have too many memorable moments together.7Months and 20 days,i am trying hard to forget u but...i am still struggling.Why am i the one suffering so much?Other gal have a caring bf and family yet miie??Haiz.If i got a chance i rather i dun be born in this world,is such a torture!!!!!!!!Anyway all the pictures are from laogong tino and Andy blog stolen by miie.HOHOHO!Hope u guys like my new blogskin,THANKS tino laogong,CREDITS goes to him.Andy LIM don bully miee ler okie?And don bully nono also.Tino laogong hope tat u will lead a better life without house hopping anymore alrite?First show with u is "FOLLOW LAW" which teaches us many things tat we always overlooked,the show was nice and touching nevertheless it is damn funnie.Is this the path tat i wana go?I have already given up on myself ler,wat more can i say?But i will never forget wat i have said,open NOT WHY.Bounce all STRIAGHT GAY MAN and handsome guy got free flow of soft drinks.Wat do u expect?Liquor very expensive lor,soft drinks is better den nothing.WAT IS SHUHUI DOING?eew,tml have to work at sheraton again,the freaking irritating place with all unhelpful freak!RICKy-hope u r doing well!LAOGONG GD NITEX!Quick post our recent pics.I LOVE IT TO BITS ESP THE ONE WITH CAPS.

TAG replies:
IMJORDUS:helo and thanks for the concern,u still haven ask mii out.
nAIFEN:OKIE,rings a bell to miie when u r mentioning the chalet thinggy.
Gz:LOL.love u too.(Later tino kill u,u snatch his lao po)
JJ:LOL.kfc with u 1 day soon okie?
MOon:thanks,i will have tat in mind.
Hazel:thanks gal,i will work harder to achieve my goal.
sEBASTIAn:Thanks,see us round.and hope tat u and ur lover can last.

SHATTEREDSHUHUI
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