♥ My Complicated Life

♥ Sunday, September 30, 2007

My Complicate Life ♥

Sumptous meal

Waiting for kelvin

So we are camwhoring

Muacks

I am still so hyper.

Hello

The 2 aunties.

Bought one donuts,

the gal stared at me as if eating one donut is so funny

Peanuts for sales,garrick is overjoy

This look simple...BUt

When you open up,is diff.
This kuku exchange the cheap pizza for the expensive pizza.
But no ones know.
SHEN SHEN SHEN .Garrick zui bang.

Wei,why walk so slow.

My beloved sister

cook by my mum!

Horny dog.

The dog owner.

Isn't he cute?

Hope that you can hear my heart saying.

I do care and love you.

This backview is charming too.

Things started on sept 22nd when i was walking at Bugis,

i saw this cute tall guy working in one of the stall and my heart is pumping like mad and i can feel my flood are flowing like waterfall.

So i decided to ask yongan help me pass him a little notes,

thought he wouldn't msg me but guess what..

The next day which is sept 23rd at 12pm 1 msg received and it is from him.

I am delighted.I smile all the way when i was taking mrt to Bugis to shop.

But...he is attached.

I couldn't care much at that time,cos i have FALLEN IN LOVE WITH HIM.

The feeling is like when i am with my ex Elmo.

He is a gentleman,caring and of cos cute.

He said he wasn't stable with his gf that why i didn't care much.

Almost everyday i will cook and bring it to his work place for him to eat.

I am in dilemma,

i don't know if what i was doing is right or wrong but what i know was my past relationship was because of 3rd parties that why my ex left me,i really know how the girl will feel.

She scolded me when she saw me at his house,

i was shocked but i kept quiet cos it hurts to see your own guy fall in love with other girl.

The scene reminds me of how i saw my ex with the girl inside his house.

But why am i doing this?

But i can say from the moment my eyes set on him i was very secure in my heart cos i know he is the one.

Perhaps we won't be together for long cos he haven't even settle his own problems with the girl.

Sorry darling if i have add on to your burden,i know if i didn't appear things won't turn out this way.

And i have been very emo this few days cos of his contradicting actions and words.

What he told me wasn't what he is doing.

You said give you time to leave her,but why are you picking her up almost every night from work at cine?

You said you do love me but why you seems to show her more concern rather den me?

You said you don't want her to stay in your house but why didn't you ask her to go home?

You said every night you will sleep back facing her,but i don't believe.

You are a guy who have needs too,don't tell me you have never touch her?

Can you don't be soft hearted for once?CAN YOU?

You know why you don't dare to do it cos you are used to her,

still in commitment in the relationship is cos you won't noe what to do without her around.

But ur feeling for her are fading,don't you feel is time to let go?

Yes i will give you time.

I am willing to used my 2 years life and exchange it for our happiness,

i don't mind to live 2 years lesser,

i have my limit,i don't care about status just hope that you will settle ur problems with her rather den drag on.

Either one will get hurt.

Either her or me?

Perhaps is me i don't know.

I know i am a bad girl but be in my shoes and think from my point of view.

If you love the person..

You will be selfish too.Trust me.

Don't tell me you love me but your concern towards her are more den me.

Maybe is responsibility that hold you back,i don't know.

But i never doubt you cos i know you will never lie to me.

I have always hated 3rd parties but i am one now.It is a shameful things but who have never made this mistakes before?My love life are in a big mess..

AS ALWAYS.

When was it peaceful?

GOD please spare me a long term relationship i swear that you can take away 2 years of my life to exchange for it.

People please treasure your loves one before you regret cos they isn't easy to come by.

I been thru it.

Thanks to shino for hearing me out.

Not forgetting peiying,yongan,kelvin and fiona.

I will respect your decision no matter what the outcome will be.

It hard on you this 8 days having to deal with me and her but i am trying to make you smile.

CHEERS!!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO KAI LONG AND MAX.

May all your wish come true.HUGS!

Please put urself in my shoes before you want to shoot me alright?

tata.

Give me a chance to treasure you and go thru thicks and thins with you.

♥ My World My Life

9:24 pm

♥ Thursday, September 27, 2007

My Complicate Life ♥

Bitch,slut and me.

I love this flower.

This baby was found in one of the shop at arab street.

I love the colour of the shop.

This is one of the shop tat located upstairs.

I love this shop alot
the design and everything.

This is real bird,

omg.I thought it was fake one at first.

Nice?

This shop is so kawaii too,vintage.

This is a stray cat but the shop keeper are kind enough to bath it everyday.

Meow meow i want to go out.

She doesn't like to smile.

Nemo.

Random shot.

so creative of them.

HELLO EVERYONE.

Second time daryl was admitted into hospital.

I found out the truth,but i was not shocked.
I know everything you said was all lied but i will make sure you regret for life.
Your friend didnt even said anything about me,i have confronted them.
Now is my turn to say.
BETTER PLAYER PLEASE.
I think i am blind to even fall in love with you,now i dun feel anything anymore cos i have seen the bad side of you.
Thanks for making me a stronger gal in relationship.goodbye,hope ur kuku rot.

♥ My World My Life

8:56 pm

♥ Saturday, September 22, 2007

My Complicate Life ♥

Thanks to yongan n kelvin for accomapany me

all the way to chinatown to find chinses 'tie da'.

He is acting cute,lalalala.

I am born in the year of horse.

When i caught yongan taking pics of me.

I spraink my leg when walking from thomson back to amk.

But daryl don't even be bothered.

Went to interview last week at keong saik road

this is how the place look like.

Taken by yongan.

Cheerios!

Nice view!

Slut and bitch!

Seoul Garden student deal @$10.99

He misses his childhood day.

The pub that i went to interview,

newly open.

Lantern festival coming up,

chinatown are one of the tourist attraction.

On the way to hospital to visit Daryl.

Stupiest things i did was run to the middle

of the road and hop into the cab at chinatown.

Empty pathway at mount alvernia hospital,

the dumb ass,

so worried about him when he actually admitted to the hospital next day after discharge.

I hate the feeling of falling in love,

cos you will never know when the time will end.

Or shall i say time fade feeling for the person.

Now,i am not sure which path i should take to continue my journey.

When you love someone do you really have to listen to what your friends comment about your gal?

Does it really matter if all your friends dislike the gal?

Does it makes any difference in mixing with pretty and handsome people will make you prettier/or more handsome?

Think about it.

I serioulsy don't know what you want,don't know which words of yours are true or fake.

It hurts to hear you saying that you mind what your friends said.

So what the big fuck with guys nowadays?

Looks are superficial,inner beauty is what you are looking for in the long run of your future.

If you still don't understand what i am trying to tell you,

open your eyes wide and read it.

Have i ill treated you?

I AM THE ONE THAT FUCKING CARE FOR YOU

WHEN YOU ARE FUCKING LYING IN THE HOSPITAL.

You are not a spare tyre,you are someone whom i treasure alot alot.

I cried when i reach home after visiting you,is because i FUCKING WORRIED.

You said you end up in hospital is because of me,

so are you trying to say that we shouldn't have even meet up at BOAT QUAY and everything that shouldn't have happen happened.

What a great guy i had love?

I want you is SINCERELY FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART,

you asked me times and again.

Your friend said this and that,

If your life is going to be control by what your friends said you might as well go and die.

You are big enough to make your own decision and stuff and not let FRIENDS control you.

So if next time you are getting married with someone than you have to get approval from your friends again is it?

Go and ask yourself how hurt it was to said all those things in the phone yst?

I CARE FOR YOU,

ADORE YOU,

LOVE YOU,

BE THERE WHEN YOU REALLY IN NEED OF SOMEONE.

Does all this don't make you believe that i love you and not taking you as a spare tyre?

Please wake up your stupid brain,you don't marry BIMBO cos you think they are pretty.

20 years down the road they are gona have wrinkles and white hair,looks are not everything that you have to see in a relationship but what matter the most is how the person treat you.

Maybe your friends have got the most beautiful gf but in the end what happen?

Either the gal dump the guy for a better guy or the guy dump the gal for prettier gal.

Doesn't mean that the gal are pretty you have to be with them not knowing that their attitude towards you SUX TO THE CORE.

In life there wasn't anyone perfect,

if you are going for looks you will be in the losing end

cos the person character wasn't what you expected.

I going to say this one more time you dumb ass,

from the time that i held you and said I LOVE YOU

I MEAN IT.

Anyway starting work on monday at RIVER ISLAND.yea!!I have got the job.

Grandma i will do you proud,

i will be back soon.

♥ My World My Life

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